Sunset Syndrome  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
10/7/2005 4:14 am

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3/19/2011 3:51 am

Sunset Syndrome

Dark violet skies...bright pink clouds hung across the sky...the golden sun cming down to its safe haven in the horizon...the quiet waves of the water seems to feel my troubled spirit. Sadness seems to invade the deepest part of my soul when I see it. Pain is so great that I want to run away so I will not see and feel its great presence. Its manificent beauty makes me weep. Silent tears are my company when I look at this great masterpiece of God. Seeing it makes me long... yes a painful longing , to be be be taken care of..and most of all to long for home. But my question is if God created a beautiful sunset , Why didnt He made a home for me? I long to go a place where I could rest my tired spirit..where I could find the tranquility and serenity that my troubled heart is searching. I long to go home to a place where people will need me..will search for me...and will ask how did my day go. Its a painful realization for a busy person like me ...i feel a sense of lost..a pain that eats my entire being.
Each day that passes by I dread the coming of sunset. I dont want to see it anymore. I dont want to feel the coldness and sadness that It brought to my spirit. My mind moves freely during this time of the heart feels more soul yearns more when I see a beautiful sunset.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
10/7/2005 7:21 pm

yes iamvery lonely. I have a great family to keep me company at the end of the day. I have my friends to be with when I wanted to go out and have fun. I have my work to keep me round the clock each day. I guess you are right. Home is just a state of the mind. Home is where the heart is my friends told me. Maybe im too idealistic and naive when it comes to the concept of home.
Anyway Jim thank you so much for taking time to welcome me in this site and to reply to my blogs. I appreciate it very much. You make me cry wth that one. At least someone cares and took time to understand. Thanks so much...Dont worry in this dark tunnel im going through ..someday Il get home. thanks jim..God bless you ..

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

jim5131 55M
1296 posts
10/7/2005 9:27 am

I know you're lonely. I sensed it in your first blog entry and in your profile. Finding a home is not always something that happens quickly. Finding temporary comfort is easy, but true comfort, pleasant surroundings and loving family and friends takes time. Sometimes home is not a place but a state of mind. Find friends in all around you. The best way to find them is to be one of them. You will find a network that you are a part of..and you will not want to leave that network. That is your home. Find someone in that network that loves the way you want to be loved, and loves the way you show love. That will be your best friend.

This site is home for many people..strange as it may seem. They are small in their own towns and have few neighbors thay call friends, but their network extends across oceans. Like the one between you and I.

Remember that the sunset may be the end of a day and the mark of time passing, it also is the promise of a new day tomorrow.

Take care & God Bless You. Make friends. Show love. Enjoy life. Yearn for the sunrise. Have faith in the sunset.

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