Starry Night  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
11/8/2005 3:09 am

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Starry Night

On my way home last night , I decided to walk ..our place is just near the cafe where I am going, the cool breeze of the season was already here, its a starry filled night,Christmas lights were already hung to every house that I passed by...Ah..life is indeed beautiful...the smell of flowers intoxicates me Yes..life is beautiful..its mysteries facinates me.
Life is magic..I'm happy though the sadness is still here..but I'm more alive tonight..walking is good..smelling the flowers is wonderful..watching the stars brings something beautiful within me...ah...I want to sing..to hum...to listen to the song and enjoy it....and dream..I want to go there..my mind drifted once again...to million miles away from where I am...I stared to sing softly with all my heart...Im happy...I feel alive... I am loved..I am cared for..I am falling and I feel beautiful....
So I started singing this fave song of mine...

HOW DID YOU KNOW
I remember so well
The day that you came into mylife
You asked for my name
You have the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
Id wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

How did you know
I needed someone like you by my side
Theres an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I never forget how you brought
the sun to shine in my life....
And took all the worries and fears that I have..

Yes, he took all the worries and fears that I have...but..fear is here within me... its scary to think how impossible.

No one will love me with a great passion just like in the novels I read. No one will cross continents or oceans just to love and protect me.No man will cry bec of so much love for me.No man will try to conquer all odds because of me.No one will moved heaven and earth for me.No one can do that for me. And I have long accepted that fact .

But inspite of that...Its time to turn the tables. I dont have to look for someone...love has to find me...
I dont have to long for a man to love me...I have to love myself first.
I don't have to be beautiful because God made a very special and beautiful woman out of me. The experiences , I have gone through and dealt with
has made an extraordinary woman out of me. And I must always remember that I'm blessed with many equally wonderful people in my life who have touched me and made me a strong person . I am not afraid anymore if people will leave or won't love me back because I still have myself and my kids...It will be their lost not mine...AH...life is really beautiful.


Love..Faith ..and Hope..


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
11/11/2005 9:46 pm

"I dont have to look for someone...love has to find me...

I dont have to long for a man to love me...I have to love myself first.

I don't have to be beautiful because God made a very special and beautiful woman out of me. The experiences , I have gone through and dealt with has made an extraordinary woman out of me. And I must always remember that I'm blessed with many equally wonderful people in my life who have touched me and made me a strong person . I am not afraid anymore if people will leave or won't love me back because I still have myself and my kids"

You have never spoken words more true than this, Pinay...You are getting stronger, wiser and growing in character. I am so proud that you are not the scared young woman I met a month ago. You are the determined woman that will lead her life and her children's lives into the future with her head held high.

I am so proud of you. You will be just fine....


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