Pretensions  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
3/18/2006 9:09 pm

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Pretensions

It is hard to pretend that you love someone if you don't but its harder to pretend that you dont if you really do.
- Anon


I am in this situation right now, full of pretensions.Whew!!! It sucks...I love someone but I must hide my feelings for it will scare him...And on the other hand I am still in a loveless relationship...in my cage...where in the only thing that binds us is a piece of paper ..two great kids...expectations of the society and strong cultural traditions.

I want to get out but I dont know how...i dont have the courage...I can only love that special persn from a far...I can only love him silently...and hang on to the great love in my heart amisdts this pain and loneliness.

He is there million miles away from me...leading his life happily and here I am waiting each day for him...to hear from him...crying for him...that one day he will remember me. That's is enough for me. I must accept that this is our destiny...I am here in my cage and he was there ...my heart breaks...my spirit yearns...my soul aches...with all these great pretensions.




Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
4/2/2006 1:46 am

yup...they say that a love that last longest is the love that is never returned...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


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