Perfect Stranger  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
12/13/2005 1:07 am

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6/30/2009 8:38 am

Perfect Stranger

Im worried...deeply worried. Why? someone very dear to me is missing. I wonder where he is now? Iv been worried for the past few days bec there were no signs of him. I miss him so much and I cannot accept it. I should not be feeling like this to anyone I barely know. I shouldnt be allowing myself to feel this. Its like a part of me is missing. I miss his care, his understanding, his wisdom, his advices and I miss evrything about him. But I cannot let him know , for I cannot let myself be rejected and be hurt again. I will just allow myself to love him in silence. I sometimes wonder sometimes what were his feelings for me. Nothing I guess. I am very far away from him. He was more afraid than I am when it comes to relationhips. I just sat here reading him...feeling him...admiring him and maybe falling in love with him. I know all these crazy feelings will just be in vain but it doesnt matter. I will just stay here to love him secretly. I cannot jeopardized the friendship. For many times I have loved and lost. I was pained and hurt , then theres no reason why I cannot risk my heart again by loving my perfect stranger from a far. Rightnow I am worried...wondering where he is...if he is ok..if he is alright.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

stephenyulo17 47M
129 posts
12/17/2005 12:04 am


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