Missing Him  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
12/27/2005 2:38 am

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Missing Him

Its been a while since I have been posting some serious stuff on my posts. For a while I thought its cool to post some my innermost feelings on this blogs. Ive never realized that many people come here to visit my posts and read it. I've never realized the implications of my so called confessions. But this is who I am when I write. I can lay my cards without hesitation and fear. Writing has been my refuge and solace when my heart was so heavy. Writing has been my one and only outlet to pour out whatever strong emotions,keeping in me. But recently Ive learned to bottle up my feelings. Ive learned to keep whatver feelings I have esp if it will scare someone. Now I know I already scared someone because of what I feel. And I know I can never bring back the friendship we had...I felt so terrible. I didnt know that men could be deadly afraid of me. I feel so guilty for revealing my feelings...I miss him... he went away..dont know if he is coming back.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
1/6/2006 10:37 pm

hi sea...thanks for the comment. Im ok now. I have moved on. I learned a lot with that experience. thank you so much...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

sealawyer_tbone 49M

12/27/2005 3:09 am

I don't know where you're from, but I can sympathize w/ your feelings...I have never posted a "blog" nor have I ever read any before, but I too have lost some people whom I thought were "true freinds". It was too late before I found out they weren't.

I too have "revealed my inner most feelings in the past, only to have them blow back up in my face.

All I can offer is that you have to be happy with your self, or no-one else will ever be happy with you! If they aren't (weren't) happy with you, then they weren't happy with themselves!

I hope this helps make you feel better

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