Face Value  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
4/10/2006 12:49 am

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Face Value


I dont understand why I am turned off to those people who are after the face...the physical beauty...a great body. When I read profiles, unknowingly ,I was a bit pissed those people who judged others by their physical qualities rather than their quantities. I find it very disgusting. Very shallow and mean. Great body, good height,and beautiful face are just a packaging of person.

When I was in highschool , I was a victim of this kind of cruelities... I was so shy and very remote .I was often alone hiding myself behind my glasses. Whatver beauty I have I hid it behind loose clothes, pony tails and big glasses.

Beauty to me is never important. I was looking at the world in a different view, I look beyond its colors, its wordly beauty. I was telling myself that I dont need to be beautiful people have to accept me the way I am, the way I am accepting them. I am shy, but I am at peace with myself. I am happy with myself and with mylife.

As young as I was then, I never gave much importance to the way I look, to way I dressed, and I am very comfortable to my own skin. The snobs, the cruel remarks they said about me were like winds to me. I just ignore them. I was never afraid if people will be pleased with the way i look or not. I was never afraid if people will laugh at me because my clothes are outmoded.

When I looked at the mirror, I saw happy girl smiling back at me wearing her glasses and pony tails. I never let my school mates hurt me emotionally by listening to what they saidbout me.

My mom used to tell me then,that looks were not important...brain and soul are most important part of one's individuality. I may have my own world then, just like now, but I am at peace with myself and with way I look.

But now as years passed by, life may not be this great, I have my share of sorrows and pain but still I always come to the conclusion that God has made an extraordinary woman out of me. Even now at the lowest point of my life. I am still my own woman who is very comfortable with the way she looks.

My glasses, and my pony tails were now gone.I was transformed into a woman, more wise. tough, funny, outgoing and dignified. The inner transformation radiated outside my body thus, I was changed . But still the simplicity and peace of the girl back then was still here.

My classmates way back in high school were amazed with how I have become. They were amazed by my transformation , which I was never been aware of. I don' really wait for people to compliment the way i look, it has never been in my system to seek approval because of my looks. I dont know why. I just live with what God has given me and I am happy.

I am now a woman who walks in this life with grace and dignity even in this rough journey ahead.

In my 33 years of life, I nver paid much attention to my skin, to my eyes, to my body and to way I dressed. Some friends asked why I have managed to maintain my youth? Its because I still have the simplicity and innocent of a child within my heart. I am a great admirer of beauty , the artist within me make that possible. I love beauty but I am not obssessed with it.



I was more focused in the way I think, in my feelings, and to my soul. I was not even aware how people see me. My face value is never important...what's important is my soul's value.


Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
4/21/2006 3:46 am

Asian...we are beautiful ...lol..Ive seen you too sis ..you are simply beautiful. Underneath our faces , are women who have gone through so much in life...yet their souls and hearts were made beautiful and gentle by experiences thus completing the real essence of beauty...Thanks Asian...

Me,
SExy

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
4/21/2006 3:23 am

Jacob...thanks for dropping by...lol...you might run away when you see me man...ahahhaha...thanks for reading!!!

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_jacob7756 39M
2 posts
4/20/2006 2:54 am

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rm_jacob7756 39M
2 posts
4/20/2006 2:46 am

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rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
4/10/2006 6:58 pm

hey mznhuny...yes some people dont understand ...we are lucky for we understand the real essence of being beautiful.. love yah..thanks for yor rely...I love your writings too.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
4/10/2006 6:40 pm

Goddesss thank you very much. You are also beautiful...I was never born to please others with the way i look...i know God created a beautiful person out of me. Mwah!!! Thanks for replying to my posts..

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
4/10/2006 1:12 am


you are so much more than how you look (and if that's your picture.... what's wrong with that???). Some people will just never get it. You're beautiful, you're unique. You're YOU

great post


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