Dreams  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
10/20/2005 4:55 am

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Dreams

Let me pause for a while and let my imagination take me to the world of dreams...where no one will be hurt..no one will say thats not right...
I will one day leave this place where I am now and able to get the teaching job in Houston , Texas.( well I already passed the final interview with the HRD last Sept. 13) And of course I will bring with me my kids and we will have a good life out there. I will provide a shelter for them along with a good education, good health services and good life.
. All the painful and tiring journey that we had were now part of our past. I will miss home of course but I will eventually build a home for me in that place. And at the same time I could able to help my old parents and siblings with their problems in life. And most importantly I will able to find my destiny or my fate in that beautiful place. Where I could share a life and grow old with himIt doesnt matter who is he or what he has ..the most important thing is I love him and I could accept evrything about him. In joys and in pain love is there. He will able to love and accept my kids like his own. Going home after a hard day from school is already a celebration for me because I could go home to safe haven my home provides. It doesnt matter how we are financially, Im used to a hard life thats why I dont dream of having a grand home or a beautiful car or lots of savings. I just dream of having a home..a refuge..a haven.a solace with the most important people in my life. Of course along with this happiness its my satistaction to please and to give , I would able to speand quality time with him and my kids.
I will teach them to paint , to color, and to make them happy. I want to see them in a complete home so they could grow up without any insecurity or pain. I want them to go to schools in where they will not be discriminated because of their color or race. I want to clean up their room . To attend meetings or program without any feelings of loneliness because we are now complete.
I love to cook for them no matter how tired I am. I love to play with my kids and do their homeworks.

I love to stay in a bathtub ..lol.. with him of course and bathe him. And make him feel that my world ,my life and my evrything revolves only to him. I will pour all my love and my passion with that man. I will talk to him ..put him to sleep ..massaged him..and just love him. I love to watch him sleeping. I dont expect him to be perfect and to be superman . I just want our hearts and souls to sing the same song. I just want to see happiness in his eyes, and completeness ih his spirit. I want to support him and to encourage him. I want to provide a safe haven where he will look forward to going home. In his success and failures I will be with him.
I just want to reach for his soul and understand his depth and substance as a man. I want to love hime for what he is and who will he become. In sickness and in pain we will be together. Im a part of him and he is a part of me. And no one or anything can make us apart. Our love is greater and strong than any storm that will come our way.
And when thunderstorms occur I will no longer be afraid because I know I am not alone anymore. I will look forward to each sunrise and sunset because I have with me all these beautiful people. As a woman of course I want to belong to someone but I must keep my individuality.
I wanted to paint more and have an exhibit. I dont have plans of becoming popular. I just want to do it because I love doing them. I wanted to show before the world my art works that were kept in a storage room for such a long time now. ( lol I hope i have enough courage to do that) I wanted to write a book that will greatly touched many hearts. A book that will be remembered by many. Whew!!! thats it back to reality!!! Its good to dream though sometimes I know they are far from becoming true.
Simple dreams of a very simple yet unrealistic woman . Simple but elusive dreams...


Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
10/24/2005 3:45 am

Thanks . I need that. Thanks for all the care and support. Someday I just wanted to see you there. So please pray hard for me. mwah!!!

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
10/23/2005 11:27 pm

I am so proud of you. Wow. LaPorte is a large district. You will do well. You are intellegent and resourceful. Life is turning around for you and I am thrilled. Let me know if there's anything I can do for you....


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
10/22/2005 3:29 am

Yup Texas probably Houston. Why??? Im pretty scared of what awaits me out there. Just pray for me ok. La Porte is the name of the district. I had the interview last sept 13 and I felt I passed the interview because He told me that he was amazed of how young and versatile I am . And also told me that He will bring my papers in USA to recommend me to the schools there. He said that He saw in me a great passion to teach and I really touched his heart. Well..I feel i did well in the interview and im just waiting for the official confirmation now and the job order coming from the USA. And probably next July 2006 I will be in Texas. Do you think I really passed the interview? Do u think Im hired? LOL..im silly ..im expecting too much. I want to go there..so I could finally get off my cage..and fly high and find what destiny has instored for me.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
10/21/2005 9:22 am

Houston? Near Austin? In Texas??


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