Shock horror I turn women away!  

rm_scrubsupnice 61M
18 posts
2/5/2006 12:56 am

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3/8/2006 6:12 am

Shock horror I turn women away!

I have just found something out that I find as a man is quite worrying....
My very first girlfriend whom I was with from 15-20yrs is a Lesbian. Now what is wrong there you may say. Well, nothing actually. I had many co-workers and friends of both sexes who were gay. The horror for me was I was her ONLY EVER boyfriend! It was a very 'sweet' relationship never getting beyond kissing and cuddling.
There were rumours of her affair with the house mistress at uni, and then, as you do when you grow up and are a long distance from each other, we drifted apart. I can't even say it was my bedroom performance that put her off.
That has really rounded off for me how awful I must be at relationships. My wife eventually put the church over me and her replacement ended up as the office bicycle after a year of being together!.......Oh how ignominious....... Now I am afraid to meet anyone new, the current (significant other definately does not have much appetite for sex in any form, boy can I pick them).... will they get religion, prefer sex with their workmates or give up men altogether? Hmmmm
Time to become a hermit probably.

Fox4aKnight1 43F

2/26/2006 1:03 pm

hmmm sounds to me as if though you are really just not as assertive and perhaps selfish as you need to be *shrug* just my opnion.

rm_scrubsupnice 61M
8 posts
3/2/2006 9:35 am

You are right Fox!

I have spent so long caring for others and dealing with their emergencies, I have put aside my needs..... well, this stops now (

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