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The Endless Search
The Endless Search
well, another day gone by.i've come to finally understand that it is universally hopeless.
between the enlightened views of western women, and downright piratical tactics of eastern eurochicks, maybe it's time to take lloyd's advice, and just give up. it seems now, like only alifetime ago, after having been cast into the deep end of the dating pool,that with the fearlessness of youth, i began to butterfly, not realizing i might do better with an energy conserving approach, like the sidestroke.ah the brash confidence of ignoranceimagine thinking one could offer something of an upgrade nature to a third worlder.
so wide eyed and enthusiastic when we started, choosing of course the industry leader asian gems. an eye opener.lots of fine religious overttones,allussions to wonton purity, the fact that you're twice their age, ha! it's a cultural difference. of course. the only lands in the world where attractive young women pine their days away hoping and praying that some toothless old american will come along and sweep them from an idyllic exsistence, and deliver them into the happy days of pill taking schedules,prostate problems, and linament odors. of course they do my lad. still one will not learn if one does not dare.
it seems eons ago, but just over a year.although not having been bashed enough, it became encumbent on me to dance through the halls of decendence,oh yes, why stop now,the enchanting world of video chathosts. the poor things, stuck where they are by cruel necessity,failing economies and tumultous change.
next episode, we waltz through the gilded passages of the virtual whorehouse, where anything any one could possibly desire is displayed on the menu, but when the fare is served, it's still just masturbation, at a price.