Don't know what people want, Part 2  

rm_roofpig2004 43M
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1/8/2006 11:34 pm

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3/5/2006 11:29 pm

Don't know what people want, Part 2

Since I did that venting earlier this evening I figure people will probably think, "And do you know what you want?" I'll confess that I started putting down what I want and it all sounds pathetic and selfish. Of course what is a "want" if it isn't selfish, right? I thought about it since then and decide if I'm going to bitch about others I should put up something... but not the obvious...

I want to know why people show interest in who I am and what I do and immediately turn around and refuse to talk to me. I've never understood this. It happens all the time. If I do something to offend I would like to know what that was so I can make ammends.

I was always told that hard work would pay off in the end. I want to know when my hard work will pay off... or at least break even.

I want the people who know me best to understand that I don't want to be known completely. This sounds overly defensive but I don't likely knowing everything about everyone. I like the occational mystery. When someone does something and you think "What the hell was that?"

Oh well, I think that's enough for now. Stay well everybody!

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