at the risk of sounding so deep i drown in my pool of self indulgence  

rm_rlandma 41M/40F
392 posts
6/6/2006 9:39 am

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6/8/2006 9:01 am

at the risk of sounding so deep i drown in my pool of self indulgence


i want back that life that was
stolen from me
i want that life back
it is the life i lived before i was cursed
to walk away backward in my own footprints
i can almost taste that life
almost
like a gentle brush of scented skin under fingertips
i want back that
lie
that was stolen from me

do you ever let your mind wander, and then it get's lost? do you leave a trail of breadcrumbs to find your back? ... or do you walk on, trusting in your imagination, and actually hope with all your heart to find the witch's candy cottage?

i really dont want to come off sounding so ... not even sure ... pompous? self involved? egotistical? ... i'm not really like that ... just well .... have you ever just wanted to go back to one moment in time that was just ... for lack of a better word ...perfect? i cant seem to stop lately .... my mind just pouring this memory back into my dreams ... still its just so sad to think about it being over ... perhaps its why i always imagine it as happening again ... *shrugs*

firestarter665 42M/39F

6/8/2006 2:28 am

My mind always wanders. The memories in our minds and heart are what brings us back in time to thoses perfect times.


rm_rlandma 41M/40F
476 posts
6/8/2006 8:41 am

but, were they really perfect, or are they just perfect in hindsight? *sighs* and does the fact that we miss them make them even more bitter sweet?


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