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The last 24 years
The last 24 years
Do not worry this will not be a blow by blow account (no pun intended). Rather a quick overview.
As a, shall we say, young adult I was a dreamer. Dreaming of musical stardom.That dream came true in 1979. See I ways the guy who carried his guitar everywhere! It's all that mattered to me as I was somewhat of a "gangly" sort of guy. One day while driving in NOWHERE Texas, my hometown, there was a sign at a bar that said auditions. I never really knew if I was any good or not as many of us involved in art are somewhat insecure about our abilities. Anyway, my friend said
"hey, you are going to this audition!" as soon as I protested he reached over while at a 4 way intersection and yanked the keys out of the car and proceeded to walk towards the seedy venue. What was I gonna do? Get honked at? So we left the car in the intersection, I grabbed my guitar from the back and followed him in. I completed the audition and went home. I had forgotten about it completely when six months later I got the call to drive down to Houston as I got the gig.
From that date on my life has been very nice and fulfilling except one area. Relationships. I can understand the younger single days as sex was part of our everyday life. But after the first ten years that scene became old and I started to really chill on that whole thing. So, what did I do? I got married. Damn was that a mistake. To guess what? A Jewish Entertainment Attorney. So when it came time for the divorce I was pretty well screwed.
The next 7 years I simply went back to what I knew. And I'll be damned if I did not fuck up again. See both relationships were about what I did for a living and not about me though I married them for them. But, what can I say? The little head took over. That lasted all of 2 minutes and the big head finally prevailed. But in California they get HALF! So, when you stop and think about it I have lost 2 halves in my life and for those of you keeping score, THATS A WHOLE.
That leads me to the present. Are you still with me? Good! One year ago to this date I decided to shake my life up a bit and move to Vegas. Vegas just seemed to be another city that was close enough to LA where I could be back for business in an hour. I had no idea what to expect. Yes I had been here to party many times but never really got into the local scene. Wow, the women in this place that I have met so far have a really distorted view of how life works. To be fair I have not exactly chosen the best dating pool to choose from as my sexual diet has consisted of female bartenders, hostesses and waitresses. They are the easiest to find. That is why I am here on this site. I figure we are all here for basically the same reason giving us at least one thing in common before we even speak.
If you fit the following description by all means hit me up!
I want a women that when she
touches me or kisses me I can instantly feel that she
means it. I want to wake up everyday knowing in my
heart that she will be the last woman I ever wake up
with. This has been the one thing that has eluded me
my whole life and I am to the point where this is all
So lets see what happens as I talk, chat, write and maybe even meet a few of you. I will fly anywhere or if you would like a free ticket to Vegas I can do that. Just know where I am coming from while deciding.
3/11/2006 1:24 pm
Sorry about your life... |
I've been there, done that, got the t-shirt, myself... granted, though, not as dramatic or life altering as you...
On a lighter note, I know my wife is the last woman I will ever wake up to.. because one of these days, she's going to kill me!
"What does it mean when your husband is whispering your name and gasping for air?
You didn't hold the pillow down long enough!
Pleasing women in unbelievable ways for 45 years...
You could be next...
3/13/2006 6:08 am