Just Not Feeling It.........  

rm_reisaree 42F
817 posts
12/15/2005 4:19 am

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Just Not Feeling It.........


Christmas is only 10 days away....... I have not bought one gift...and guess what?... I don't plan on it either....Oh, ok... I suppose I have to get one for my mom and mema.... but no more...well.. maybe my sister......but thats it..... I am just feeling like the Grinch this year~!

I am sure it has a lot to do with where my life is right now... which if I could find something that resembled a life I would tell you where it was....but that would be the problem....I have no life at this moment....not sure where I put it...because I swear.... I really did have a life at one time... things are just a bit off for me lately..... I have major changes happening... and when I finally get everything in working order again.... I know I will find my life... only it will be alot better than when I last saw it..


3wayIcontact 45M/36F
3 posts
12/15/2005 6:12 am

truely
I'm NOT feeling it at all either. I actually don't give a ----!
At least not this year...and the funny thing is I just moved house and you know that is supposed to make you have a sense of renewal and all I have is a sense of exhaustion. Wish I could spank some body!


3wayIcontact 45M/36F
3 posts
12/15/2005 6:13 am

reisaree...you're not in T&T right now are you?


cozy1957 59M

12/15/2005 6:24 am

No present for me? I'm all about helping others feel the joy of giving by letting them give to me....
Let me know where your life was and if it saw mine while it was there!!


corvairguy 65M

12/15/2005 8:20 am

Ree, I do hope better times are around the corner for you. Keep looking forward and keep your head up.

Ken


HeavensDrkSide 54M

12/15/2005 3:32 pm

Do you feel like this?


I held my breath till I turned blue last night
I figured if I could learn to live without oxygen
I could learn to live without you
But really all I learned
Was that its hard to break your fall
When your unconscious
You already taught me that lesson once
But I never seem to learn
Like the college course from hell
That I have to take every semester
With the liberal professor
Perpetually pissed off
Because socialism is dead
And now its all been put in perspective
By a lost episode of Ally McBeal
So if you catch me looking at the door
Its not with anticipation in my eyes
I'm merely trying to make sure
That the next person through
Doesn't try to kill me
Thats why you'll never catch me
With my back facing outside
Because in this comedy of errors
Theres one thing I do know
Either God or Ally McBeal is trying to tell me something
And as usual
I'm not listening


Yeah I know what you're talking about...


rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
12/15/2005 6:11 pm

Slow.. you're a sweetheart.. I will be fine....

and to the couple that posted... sorry.. I don't know what you mean by T&T..??

and thanks ken... I do too..and I will try to keep my head up...thanks hun...

uhmm.. Heaven... that sorta freaked me out what you wrote... LMAO... nah.. its all good.. but.. well.. no I can't say I felt that way.. I can't say that I even understood what you said.. hehe...


rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
12/15/2005 6:12 pm

oops... forgot cozy there for a minute...!!

*digging around looking for cozy's gift*

crap... my life must've took off with the damn gift I got ya.. *winks*


Fun2Day40 51M
1 post
12/16/2005 3:20 pm

Know what you mean. Christmas just isn't the same anymore. Too crass, lonely and .... cold. All about buying and not enough about spirit. Anyway, hope the new year brings you plenty of smiles. Be a shame not to see such a pretty face bright and happy


wife4stranger 57F

12/16/2005 9:08 pm

A big hug to my fgf. I love you sweety. I'm sorry things are rotten right now. I'd come make it all better, if I could. I'm still here, just struggling a bit myself. Call me one night if you can. *kisses*


RevJoseyWales 69M/66F
14393 posts
12/17/2005 6:47 am

Same here Reis, every year it just seems to get harder and harder to get excited about Xmas. All of our shopping is done, but just no christmas spirit. It's like the world is beating it out of us. Too much stress, not enough drugs, LOL. We know you're going thru a time right now. Wish there was something we could do, but because of distance etc, best we can offer is to be there if you ever want to just talk or vent. Just remember, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and it is generally an oncoming train, LOL. Blessed be Darlin' Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


Tone_33756 55M

12/17/2005 6:52 am

Reis, my dear, always remember - you have many people who think about you and care about you.

I regret the many miles between us.

I also have my moments of doubt and pain.

2005 I exorcised many demons.

2006 might be your year.

It was not easy - in fact - it was the hardest thing I ever did.

Never surrender - I'll always be here for you and will do whatever I can to help!


RevJoseyWales 69M/66F
14393 posts
12/17/2005 4:23 pm

Ah hell Reis, If you find your life, see if it's caught sight of ours . We had one once, bit it got pretty colors, pretty colors, pretty colors. Ooops, sorry about that. Don't ya just hate it when that happens? But in truth it seems that all we do these days is live to work. No fun anymore, just existing to feed the corporate monster. I just(*&&*)(%^$@@#$$%&*&%& ()*&^%$@#$^* **^&^%$%^&&&(*
(sorry 'bout that too, just my Turretts syndrome) Anyhow, try to keep a smile up Darlin'. We're doin' the next one in your honor. Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
12/17/2005 6:53 pm

    Quoting Tone_33756:
    Reis, my dear, always remember - you have many people who think about you and care about you.

    I regret the many miles between us.

    I also have my moments of doubt and pain.

    2005 I exorcised many demons.

    2006 might be your year.

    It was not easy - in fact - it was the hardest thing I ever did.

    Never surrender - I'll always be here for you and will do whatever I can to help!
Ya know Tony...... I love you... In that nice sweet platonic way... you just are such a sweetheart...thanks for your words...and I got your msg...I think I'll text ya right now.. *3minutes*...


rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
12/17/2005 6:56 pm

    Quoting RevJoseyWales:
    Ah hell Reis, If you find your life, see if it's caught sight of ours . We had one once, bit it got pretty colors, pretty colors, pretty colors. Ooops, sorry about that. Don't ya just hate it when that happens? But in truth it seems that all we do these days is live to work. No fun anymore, just existing to feed the corporate monster. I just(*&&*)(%^$@@#$$%&*&%& ()*&^%$@#$^* **^&^%$%^&&&(*
    (sorry 'bout that too, just my Turretts syndrome) Anyhow, try to keep a smile up Darlin'. We're doin' the next one in your honor. Joe
Thanks Joe...you guys are so sweet to me..... So you and Carol are doing the next one in my honor?.. Hmm... just wondering if you are talking about what I think you are talking about??.. LOL....


rm_dikthemick 58M
1 post
12/18/2005 3:13 pm

reisaree---remember lost times get found, bad times get better and then let the good times roll.


rm_jtny51999 56M
1 post
12/19/2005 8:29 pm

OK you just described me in a nutshell. Doesn't help that I am 45M and got blindsided 3 weeks ago by girl I loved. Wierd part still wants me for F buddy and I wont. somehow just dont feel like celebrating. But I don't remember where ai put the life aaaaai had before her. aid does get better but it's slow.


rm_baezdante21 37M
1 post
12/20/2005 3:26 pm

402


rm_texasmermaid 46F
738 posts
12/20/2005 3:41 pm

damn it

you all made me cry

I love ya reis and it will get better
dont look back

keep moving towards your goals

baby steps.... then run with the wind

and dont look back


rm_thelaw67 49M

12/21/2005 2:40 am

seems you are in need of some christmas cheer. I wish you the best in the coming year, you seem like a pretty girl and I am sure better days are just around the corner
merry christmas and happy new year

brian


RevJoseyWales 69M/66F
14393 posts
12/21/2005 8:13 am

Yep, Reis, you're probably right, LOL. Tell you what, we'll save some just for you, in case you ever get a burr under your saddle and head north. Yeah, I know, fat chance, but hey, we can dream, LMAO. Really hoping that things get better for you. Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


GonnaBfun2know 53M
6 posts
12/21/2005 5:02 pm

ummm.....the only thing that i have to offer as in wisedom is this........ This too shall pass. Never a more disheartening yet truthful statement. All things, come, and all things go. Happiness, sorrow, joy, anger. The holiday seasons has a way of reminding us what we have done, where we are at, and what we have failed. Hope your wandering in thought does not lead you down a road that only ends in misery. The hardest tear to wipe away, is the ones that we brought on ourselves. Ken


rm_reisaree 42F
611 posts
12/21/2005 11:48 pm

wow.....thanks everyone.....life still sucks...but somehow knowing that I'm not the only one that feels this way makes it just a tiny bit more bearable........ *sighs*.....ok... not really....but it sounded good...


Tone_33756 55M

12/22/2005 9:31 pm

    Quoting rm_reisaree:
    Ya know Tony...... I love you... In that nice sweet platonic way... you just are such a sweetheart...thanks for your words...and I got your msg...I think I'll text ya right now.. *3minutes*...
Ahhhhhhhhh, the feeling is mutual my dear

I'll be dangerous now since I learned how to send tex msgs myself - who knows what'll pop up on your phone


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1 post
12/24/2005 2:06 am

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