The last time....  

rm_ray29_2005 41
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9/11/2005 10:29 pm

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The last time....


Has anyone ever had a relationship that was filled with passion, fire, sex, and love? A bond with someone so strong that when they gazed upon you with their haunting eyes, your heart jumped out of you chest? No matter how much you rammed her tight pussy with your hard cock, you could just never get enough? I had all that and so much more.
The bond I shared with my last girlfriend was so consuming, that just the thought of her would almost make me cum in my pants. I wanted her. My thoughts were filled with lust and desire for her. I just couldn't get enough. I did everything I could to satisfy her every need and whim. For five months, I did succeed. I never seen her smile as much as she did when I walked into the room. Even still, this wasn't enough to keep her.
In the end, like all my other relationships, I ended up alone. All the others, I did something wrong, or they did something wrong. I left, or they left. This time, it was different. She said that I did nothing wrong, she just didn't know what she wanted. How is that possible? How could two people share so much of their soul and still wind up apart? I am at a loss of reason. I always pour my soul into whatever I do. I am the type that wants to satisfy a person as much as physically possible. I did that with her. She loved it so, then left it. I just don't know where to go from here. If she would have just called my an asshole, or said I was cheating on her, it would have made it easier to take. Instead, she took all that I had, and walked out.
I honor the time I spent with her. The passion and fire still reside within my soul. The lust for sex has not stopped because of this. Just the feeling that the next time, I will not let myself become all consumed with that person. But, who am I foolin'? I know I will anyway. That is just the type of person I am. That is what makes me who I am. Whether it's just having sex, or involved in a relationship, I let myself go and become seduced by the moment. Hope I never have to experience this confusion again...

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