How can it be?  

rm_randybirch 43M/45F
96 posts
9/15/2005 5:55 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

How can it be?

Why is life so unfair...
I had, for any of you that got a quick glimpse
A beautiful black and white, very sensual picture
of two girls in a delicate kiss
Only in tanks and jeans
AdultFriendFinder considered it INAPPROPRIATE because it wasnt
of me.
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!
I LOVE Lickmypassion's pictures so much.
Unless he is a flower, they are not of him
I had a horrible day.
I am thinking of going my own way.
OH!!!!!! Now I am stupid on top of it.....
I feel like either no one reads me (although I see
they do)
Or they dont care about art or other sensual
pictures not of real people.
I see now on the bottom, under my mood, I can put
a photo or icon.

So how can it be?
Why do all these things happen to me?
The pipes break,
There is never enough money
I took a job interview in the am that I KNOW I
cannot do, and they teach you, and it is
something I have always wanted to try.
But I got my degree as an RN.
I was head Nurse everywhere I went.
Why are we behind on our bills and our mortgage?
Why, while I was having such a fun day, did I
tear my DCL? (Its the opposite of your ACL
in case it didnt occur to you) WHY would THAT
happen to me. I couldnt even do that right!!!
I have so many questions and no answers.
Calgon, take me away.
May a wonderful man with a wonderful soul come
and take me away
I hate for this to be written but I know he will
have a great personality that will make him
better looking, but can he already be
attractive, at least to me? (I have that kind
of taste where some girl would go EWWWWW!!,
I however, find him out of the ordinary
handsome)
Can he have some money?
Can I start over?
I hope this job works because I can contribute.
It is not that I dont want to, it is because I
have fibromyalgia.
There are so many people sucking us dry because we
have to pay for them as they go and by gucci
And so many of us, or maybe not as many as I
think, want to work so bad....so bad i drool
from thinking about it.
Wish me luck tommorrow.
If you can answer some of lifes questions, LOL,
I would love that.
Oh. And how can it be, knowing I have been bi-
sexual since at least the age of 13, but
knowing deep down somewhere earlier.
That I want to spend the rest of my life with a
woman.
Or at least start looking that way. Start my life
leaning that way.
WOW..I know I am lucky in so many ways and have
had so many kicks and fun and true love
along the way.
I know it is not a mid life crisis...I AM WAAAAY
to young!!!
I always thought my friend and I were the yin and
the yang.
One of my Tatoo's says ANGEL in I believe
Chinese (no I didnt hop on the boat,
everywhere I went did not even KNOW
angel. And I had my first tatoo at age 18
that I designed myself. I cant fully
describe it, but it was an Anch I wore around
my neck and I put artwork inside) with some
artwork taken from one of Pamela Anderson's
tatoos (again, not jumping in with the crowd,
it just completed the ANGE
My friends call me Angel because I do so much for
them. Yet I get stepped all over.
How can that be?
Well, this is really long, I am sure you stopped
reading a long time ago.
If you stayed, bless you. My soul will know and
love you for it.
If you want me to answer a "How can it be?", I
will try, just comment. I believe all people
are inherently good.
Luv on ya all!!
Over and Out...


lickyourpassion 44M
174 posts
9/17/2005 2:46 pm

How can it be?

That every night, before morning arrives, the sun begins to chase away my dreams?
How can the midnight sun become hidden in the emptiness of my blue sky?
How can a beautiful girl that keeps me hanging on every word believe I would stop reading before she finished?
Why does sometimes always get interrupted with never?
How can I see my tomorrow if I cannot first see her face?

LYP


wanakissuallover 57M
411 posts
10/2/2005 2:22 am

Geez! I hope ya haven't left. I've enjoyed reading your comments here. It's been half a month since you did this blog. Come back for a look-see once in a while please.
xoDxo


lickyourpassion 44M
174 posts
10/15/2005 9:13 am

have wondered if you are ok...


kingdoy 41M
6 posts
10/30/2005 3:35 pm

That was beautiful.


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