I quit  

rm_psykodell 32M/F
50 posts
7/23/2005 5:14 pm

Last Read:
1/20/2007 9:09 pm

I quit


I give up... when my bonds get here and I cash em I'ma go buy a damn escort... bitches done ruined my night last night and it started out so well... meh... I don't even have the energy to rant for once, and I have all the time in the world cuz I'm on duty rofl... talk about your sardonic twists. Oh well I don't suppose it matters if I keep typing or not... noone is gonna read this and certainly not respond... Story of my life... but I broke down today. I logged on to Marine OnLine to check out some stuff and noticed that my death gratuity/emergency notification adn whatnot was still all set to be my mom, and I went to change it and just lost it. I don't think my eyes have ever filled faster than they did, and like they just did again- I don't know why it's gettin to me so bad now when I was fine with it for so long now... maybe I need to get back to group I dunno... I don't care. the Marine Corps is trying to ruin my life and I am not going to let it happen. For a while now they been screwing with my time while I am in and I could deal with that- it's bull, but whatever. Now they want to ruin my civilian life, AFTER I get out... bull! I am getting charged, for the third time this year, with being UA when I was exactly where I was told to be, and actually showed up OVER AN HOUR EARLY! I am going to talk to my wizard again on the 4th, whenever that is, and I am gonna tell him that by the end of october one of two things will have happened. Either I'll be out of the Marine Corps, or I'll be dead. I refuse to let this gun club screw me over for the rest of my life, to let them make the rest of my life as miserable as the last three years have been. I guess my bipolarity is really showing huh? And a little bit of ADD too... I went from crying typing about my mom to all pissed off and ranting about the Marine Corps when I said in the beginning I was too tired. Whatever... Kill me someone please?

ih8usrnames 40M

7/24/2005 12:04 am

Someone read amd it moved them a little too.


feel_my_heat 36F  
283 posts
9/13/2005 9:02 pm

Man I hope everything is going better for you now!!

Lady


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