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I cheated on my ex-boyfriend 3 times. Twice with Reggie,once with Steton. Okay, so the first times I was at a friend of mine's house, and out of the blue,I get a text from Reggie asking me if I wanted to fuck. I freaked out. I had been dating Chase for around 2 months now and had not heard form or seen Reg over that period of time. However I did still have major feelings for him. Well I ended up texting him back telling him I would come hang out, but that wouldnt fuck. Well when I got over there it was immediate. While me and Reggie were having our fling we was constantly fucking. So I guess as soon as we saw each other it was an impulsivve,habitual thing to fuck. So I cheated on Chase. Its kind of sad to think that while he was sitting at college in class thinking I was at home, I was out fucking. Ifelt a lot of remorse the next day. Well that was my first cheating experience. About a month after that , me and 2 of my friends, Tequila, and Becky were at a party in Arley. Well Steton was there and me and him had fucked quite a few times prior to me and Chase dating. Well I ended up getting really drunk( Thanks Adam S ), and of course since I was drunk, I was horny. Well I ended up fucking Stet that night. I didnt feel as bad after my secong time cheating as I did my first time. It was getting easier. Well Chase found out and we quit dating for about 5 months. Well we got back together. I thought my cheating days were over by that time. Well time passed and I was being a good girl. I was actually making a pretty decent girlfriend. well, me and Chase had been dating for 6 months. Everything was going good. Then one day I got a phone call from someone from the past. It was Reggie again. We talked and stuff, and I realized I still had feelings for him. Well about a week after the phone call, I couldnt take it no more, I had to go see him. I lied to Chase, told him I was going to go see Kayla & Amanda, and headed to Reggies. When I got there one of his friends were there so we all hung out. I thoght I was gonna get away with this visit for sure and not get caught. Well there was a small get-together in Houston that night and I wasnt gonna go but Reg persuaded me to go with him. I told him I couldnt and that I needed to get home to Chase. But somehow Reggie persuaded me to go . We got down there and a few people came up asked me if and why I was there with Reg, and where Chase was and all kind of crap like that. I didnt know how to explain myself so I just played it cool (i was nervous as hell at that point, thinkin someone was gonna call Chase). Well we all ended up goin to Jonathan S house to drink and party. Well a few more people showed up and Im sure it was looking more than just friendly with me siitin in Reg's lap. I ended up stayin at Reggie's house that night. And yeah, we screwed. It was the best sex Id had in quite a while too. Well to make a long story short... Chase found out, questioned me, I lied said I did stay at Reg's but I slept in guest room ( that aint a lie, but I didnt include that Reg slept there too). I carried that story on for a year till a friend told Chase what really happened. It hurt his feelings. I felt bad. But he loved me and he stayed with me through all the bullshit I did to him......Well now here it is. He cheated on me twice(with a skank), we broke up, its the end of us.
After getting cheated on, I have seen how bad it sucks, and how much it hurts. I have made a vow to myself now that if I am in a serious relationship, that I will never cheat again. But until that relationship comes along, hell Im gonna have some fun.....