失恋  

rm_piewinch 34F
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7/26/2006 4:03 am
失恋


I've lost something like 5 kilos over the course of the past 2 months. I've listened to the Cure's greatest hits a few times too many. I have yet to purchase new sandals or paint my toenails for the summer, and it's almost over.

I've been suffering from a broken heart.

Fortunately, the cause of all this anguish is getting on a plane sometime Tuesday and leaving for someplace very far away. With no plans of returning for another year or two, at least.

Then and only then can I have closure.

This tends to happen with me and my ex-boyfriends. I can't stand being apart, while we are both in the same place. But it is very different when their 747 hits the runway.

(I really loved him, though - and I know how I know I loved him - because it hurt too much not to say it. Whether he was the right person to love is another story.)

I don't know if I want to get back into this thing; I have a feeling I will. I feel like a girl for saying this, but I don't want to have sex without love anymore. There has to be something there, at any rate.

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