Well, a decision has been made  

rm_phoundrx7 39M
498 posts
3/27/2006 2:27 pm

Last Read:
3/28/2006 12:56 am

Well, a decision has been made

The pink eye thing was not pink eye, but an infection in my eyelids. Went to the N.P., gave me some anti's to take for the next week. So, happy is I.

The car situation is about to be taken care of. I have to renig on one pledge about my choice in colors on my car (shit!), so I was a little hesitant. But the condition of the car, if the billing of the owner lives up, will be a better choice than the one I was thinking of. Plus the insurance will probably be cheaper in the long run, the upkeep won't be as bad, it just won't be as fast. Since I've never been one for too fast, no biggie though. It's a beauty. Nice condition. I'll be putting nakamichi in it. They make a dvd player for the car now, but it probably is a fortune to buy.

Anyone in Seattle/Portland area know anyone who does Nakamichi car audio?

Now, as far as personal. Me being blunt and straight-forward, I'm not sure how this turned out, but this is how I wrote it:

Unless I find something I know will be a near perfect match, I might like her, but she's not going to be anything more than a friend. I came to this conclusion after working the scenarios, and understanding I need a specific match to me, one that fills my criteria within reason. The reasoning goes like this: with the future I have in store, I need someone who is a foil to me, someone who has my level of "mileage," and someone who is not an image.

I can hit one a decent amount of time, I can hit two rarely, but all three hasn't happened yet.

It sucks, because I come close, but never quite there. Although I could compromise on this, and I should, I won't. My experiences in my personal life have taught me many things. The one thing I have learned most is that love should not be handed out on a whim, or to someone that does not "fulfill" you. You may not get everything you want, but you should not compromise on the important things.

And that is my "feeling" on this issue. You might be close, but if it isn't there, it isn't going to happen, no matter how hard one tries.

Have a good day all.

Become a member to create a blog