The Demon Feeds Again...  

rm_philonymph 38M
110 posts
8/29/2005 7:54 pm

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The Demon Feeds Again...


Today my demon had lunch. It wasn't a very good lunch. In fact, it's the kind that after eating it, you get a strong urge to stick your finger down your throat to purge it out. Afterward I said to myself "why did I eat that?" My demon is very powerful, and when it wants to eat, and food is offered, I'm usually powerless to resist. Even if the food is rotton and spoiled. Even if the smell alone can make you gag. The smell on my hands still reminds me of the disgusting thing that I've eaten, or more correctly, what my demon has eaten through me. I've made a decision, however. If the demon must eat, I will from this day forth only give it good and delicious food, or the fucking thing will go hungry. I'm sick of giving in to this asshole. Enough is enough. The sickly smell reminds me that we are what we eat, and I do NOT want to become what I have eaten today. I realize that this is my greatest test at this moment and I may fall prey again. But let it be known that my will is my own, now.
DEMON BE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AtomicKisss 58M

8/29/2005 9:47 pm

Dear Plato, Socrates, or ...

Sorry, I just don't get it??? Your blog reads like you have an eating disorder yet your profile indicates that you have an athletic build. Are you bulemic? If so, will power alone is not enough to overcome the demons - you will need help.


rm_philonymph 38M
162 posts
8/30/2005 10:11 pm

AtomicKisss.....do the words "symbol" or "metaphore" mean anything to you, idiot? Try thinking with your brain instead of your dick for a change and maybe you'll know what the hell I'm talking about. No, I'm not bulemic. I'm just a nymphomaniac. Figure it out, now.
Oh, and by the way, I visited your blog. Cute.


nght_kitten 37F

8/30/2005 11:09 pm

I understand what you mean. I used to be that way, but now I am allot more choosey about "what I eat". Try getting to know some one before you go jumping in the sack. It helps you from trying to gag up your next meal.


rm_Teloch_Vovim 44M

8/30/2005 11:19 pm

Well...it was kind of a convoluted metaphor.

To answer in kind...

Merely banising your demon is counter-productive. Better to name them, bind them, and bend them to your Will. If used well, your demon's drive could be one of your most powerful assets. If you allow it to use you, it could drive you to destruction.


Cdub2U 61M

8/30/2005 11:47 pm

Well; makes me go Hummmmmm

Could be one thing,...... could be the other?


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