What once was  

rm_persephone84 33F
19 posts
1/8/2006 10:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What once was

So here's a fact... I tried to kill myself when I was 14, overdosed on pills, was in a coma for a week.....stupid I know, won't ever happen again.

So here it is... a life filled with lies, uncertainties,manipulation, and misguided love. I have never known who I was, I have never been sure of myself. I've yet to see... the bigger picture. I've yet to understand why I woke up. There must be a reason why won't you tell me? I know your up there, please pick up now, don't you hear? The telephone is ringing.

Cougar4u2006 29M
3 posts
1/9/2006 1:26 am

The telephone is always ringing..you just have to know where to look, my life has been full of heartache after heartache and yet i'm still here...and while i've never used pills something similar has happened to me...and you know what...surviving it has made me a better person to all...and i know that if you called my telephone to say anything i'd be there to answer it...if only cuz hearing what someone has to say and what they can offer..if you wanna give me a chance to help bring a smile to that dare i say beautiful face... let me know..i'll be round.

crazygurl2xx 57F

1/10/2006 6:13 pm

And don't forget because you Will laugh later... that which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

docdirk 47M

1/22/2006 2:32 am

They can say that the answer will appear. They can say that one day, it will all make sense. One day, it will all be clear. One day, you will understand. One day...

Truth is, no one knows. None of us. No matter what God, religion or belief you hold dear. When it comes down to it, when the smoke fades, you stand alone. You make the choice - conscious or otherwise.

You stand here today, still alive, still breathing, still blogging. You obviously have the strength to do so. You own control of you, your presence, your immediate future. You have made it to today. That is victory in itself. One day at a time. Tomorrow will be another victory. You know you'll win it. You're on a hot streak.

Fuck the phone. No good news ever comes from it. Let the fucker ring!

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

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