I found the door... and I'm locking it behind me.  

rm_pach7474 42M
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7/31/2006 7:06 pm

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10/16/2006 7:34 pm

I found the door... and I'm locking it behind me.


It's amazing to me what you can hide from yourself. I'm pretty good at seeing what makes people tick, and seeing when someone else is in denial. I'm a smart guy, right? Nope - smart aint got nothing to do with it.

Suffice it to say I though I could will my way into a good marriage from a bad one, and it didn't happen. It took longer than I thought to get it behind me. I thought I was through it, but I was only through with the beginning of the end. You gotta go through all the steps. You can't cut corners. No one has even gotten a baby in one month by getting nine women pregnant.

It's wild what you will do to keep the scenery from changing. But sooner or later you realize it is just that - scenery. It wasn't that yesterday, but today it is. And tomorrow it's just a couple of old photo albums.

And now I can sleep, now I can work (no, not really a dog catcher - I thought that was funny, though), now I can be me again. And it's great.

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