Its the little things....  

rm_overnunder63 53F
44 posts
3/21/2006 8:50 pm

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3/22/2006 9:06 pm

Its the little things....

So I'm sitting here on the couch tonight, laptop on my lap (duh?), listening to my daughter singing in the shower upstairs. Silly, I know, but its the little things like that that make me feel good.

Maybe I haven't done everything wrong after all. If she's happy enough to be singing in the shower then she's happy enough.

I'll tell you, its taken a while...a long while...but I'm getting my confidence back! If you've ever been through a divorce then you know how low you feel and the ridiculous questions you ask yourself in the deep, dark of the night. "If I had done this...", "If I had said that...", "What if...what if...what if..." You get to the point where you don't trust yourself or any decisions you make. And that other person makes you feel like a total failure. I used to think not only was there no light at the end of the tunnel, but that God had taken the whole lightbulb. Now I know it was just the dimmer switch...guess I bumped it somewhere along the line.

Like I said, its the little daughter singing in the son and his friends laughing and joking with son saying "I love you" as I leave Subway (where he works), not caring that he's making a sandwich for someone at the daughter rolling her eyes at me while I talk to her "boyfriend"...all the little things that make this worthwhile.

sexloverocknroll 57M
415 posts
3/22/2006 10:40 am

Glad to hear you are healing and growing! Good for you!!!

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