Ever have one of those days...  

rm_overnunder63 53F
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8/14/2006 6:26 pm

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10/28/2006 10:47 pm

Ever have one of those days...

when you feel like all the life has been sucked out of you?

Trying to get my finances straightened out since the divorce set me back about 20 years...just seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...then find out today that my 20% of the upcoming MRI's will be nearly $1,100. Great. Freakin' headache, neck ache. No, it wasn't just stress, but they don't know what the hell is causing them, either.

Then my mother calls and tells me about this anger she's had building up against the kids because they don't return her phone calls and she thinks they'd rather spend time with their dad and his whore than with her. Like I need this shit? What the hell am I supposed to do about it?

I put together a bid for a job for the company last week. Emailed it out on Friday. Had FOUR different people look at it, check it over, make sure everything is correct with it. The VP looks at it over the weekend (when its too freakin' late to do anything about it) and finds a mistake I'd made. OK, fine, but four other people didn't catch it either. I'm willing to admit the mistake and make whatever correction I need to to make things right, but I've about had it.

He'd make a mistake or two himself if he was worried about whether his kids were going to have a few new clothes for school to start, or whether there was going to be enough for his son to even go to friggin' college, much less have a psycho mother that plays the guilt game all the damned time, or work through the day with a screaming headache for 6 straight weeks. And I'll be damned if I'm going to put in any of the overtime they keep hinting that I need to put in. Bullshit. Don't get paid for overtime since I'm on salary, and there's no way in hell I'm putting in more than the 8 hours they pay me for.

Start paying me commission on the crap that I'm doing for the lazy-assed outside salesmen and maybe we can talk. Until then, kiss my ass!

I'm angry and hurt and depressed and lonely. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.

Its one of those nights when I ask myself what the hell is the point?

rm_turnerjax 45M

10/27/2006 9:24 pm

I am thinking I should have read these in order yet you are funny.

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