My first blog, and it's a rant. Go figure.  

rm_onetyger 45F
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4/14/2006 3:09 pm

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My first blog, and it's a rant. Go figure.

I am a very laid back person who couldn't be easier to get along with...but sometimes I reach my limit and just have to speak my mind. I figure this is as good a place as any.

After having recently had a violent sex experience, I've felt that I was ready for something a little the very least, more respect. So, what have I encountered since then? I've had two guys who have literally come out and said they'd like to me (not funny, even meant in a sexual way). I'm all for a little rough and intense sex, but is nothing to joke about. I've also been stood up and cancelled on twice by different guys in the last month.

I'm not exactly looking for a relationship. And, that's another thing...I'm tired of guys telling me what they think I'm looking for. I've had a few people to tell me that I'm looking for a relationship or commitment. Grrr...if I wanted a relationship I would NOT be here. Granted, I do want a fairly regular friend with benefits that I can see when the urge for sex hits me or him (not a dozen different guys, but's safer). It's nice not to have feelings or strings to get in the way of fun. That person should be a true "friend" though. If and when I am ready for a long-term relationship, it will be mutual.

Oh, and last, but not least...I like variety. I can take a quick fuck or give a blowjob, but from time to time I also want someone to pay attention to my wants and needs as well. And, don't give me the same old routine or same position every time. I'm easily bored.

Ok, done ranting. Now, congratulate me on my almost 60 pound weight loss and wish me the best for much more. I've put alot of work into that, and it's making me realize that I do deserve better than what I've been getting. I figure if I want more, I just have to make it known.

Oh, I almost forgot. I'm horny tonight.

GossipJunkie 40F

5/3/2006 3:12 pm

Awesome job on losing the 60lbs! That is not an easy thing. Keep up the eating right and sexercise and you'll be able to maintain it and then some. I lost 23 last fall and managed to find 15 of it since the year started. I don't mind what I weigh, I just wish the clothes I bought back in Dec still fit.

"Dance like nobody's watching"

lkn4lvrdelmarva 52M

5/21/2006 5:22 pm

Stumbled across your writings and they're interesting. It's in the section of my blog where "members who liked my blog also liked..." so here I am.

Two things we have in is the part about stood up (don't you hate the anticipation and letdown of it all?) The second is losing a large chunk of weight, I'm down close to 50 myself.

And that's what I wanted to share a thought about. I'm honestly hoping that you're losing the weight not to impress others, but to take care of yourself. In my case, I just got tired of weighing 330 and not being able to see my toes. Once, when I was 18, I only weighed about 140. I'm not out to see that number again but I was just sick of looking as I did and decided to work at it.

So hopefully you're eating better, getting exercise, and doing all that good stuff. It is a pretty good feeling to be able to wear clothes without worrying about popping a button.

I saw your profile had been taken down, hopefully it's because you found a guy very respectful of your needs.

lkn4lvrdelmarva 52M

5/24/2006 8:31 pm

Your complex sounds like mine. Maybe we're neighbors? Probably not, but fun to think so anyway. I have a ground floor apartment, but I do hit the fitness center here on a almost daily basis. the picture the "before" losing 66 pounds or the "after"? Either way, you have a very pretty face.

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