can someone help me???????  

rm_oneeyedbob2 52M
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12/19/2005 9:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

can someone help me???????


today was pretty rough on me. i first off stood at a bus stop for gosh knows how long in the pouring rain to catch a bus to an appointment that was not meant to be. it turns out i was cold and shivering in an office for almost two hours before someone told me they called my house to cancel the appt. then i rushed home to check this sight out to see if someone might want to chat with me. or maybe more. only to find out that I have no class. but you see i have this problem. i do not talk to people very often. really never learned how. so i have stayed inside away from it all for most of my life. and next monday is my 41rst birthday. yes the day after christmas. anyway i have been lonely now for some time and cant for the life of me, let myself out again. i cant be hurt. so i thought why not try something totaly bizzarre. like posting nasty photos of myself online. and you know what. it got me hornier then i was already. and i had to masterbate 5 times since i did it. and im still lonely. so how does one go about meeting someone and not worry so much about the pain of a heartbreak. my biggest problem is i tend to spoil the one im with to the point. of pure pleasure both in bed and out. and not worrying about my needs. can someone break my bad patterns. and maybe give me the advise i need to go on with life or is it better off i stay away from people. and maybe. anyway i need help

lookingtotalk42 48F

12/19/2005 10:16 pm

this is going to sound a little off but take it from someone how has been where you are and go out and get a copy of 7 habits of highly effective teens read it and do the excersises that are at the end of each chapter it will seam a little weard at first but it will give you a new way of looking at things do not put yourself in a box just yet there is alot of things out there and you are missing them I know I did the same thing a little over a year ago and lost out on alot of life if you need some one to chat with send me a note I will chat with you sing like no one is listening dance like no one is there and laugh just to laugh there is more out ther than you know even in the darkest of nights there is a light some where you just have to find the light inside your self to find that ther is still joy to be had


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