AHHHH, the beds we make for ourselves.......................  

rm_ohsolustful 58M
162 posts
5/18/2006 7:39 pm

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AHHHH, the beds we make for ourselves.......................

It has been quite a while since I had an opportunity to put up a post. Big Brother at work and never enough time when I am home are the biggest reasons. I have had many thoughts that I wished to share, but just haven't had the chance. I have been quite inspired, LOL, OK, downright horny from many of the posts my fellow bloggers have put up. I must admit my hormones have been raging lately and it doesn't seem as if they will stop anytime soon.

Recently my thoughts have been running back to an outstanding Lady I met on a cruise a number of years ago. I had every intention of putting up a post about her tonight. but as I sit here now trying to write about my memories from that time, I just can't put them down. I had an incredible time, we connected on a mental and physical level. It was very intense, and remains so even today. I haven't seen her except in pictures since that cruise, but we email each other every day. We discuss all the comings and goings in our lives. The disappointments and the joys. I just know deep inside me that she and I could have been soul mates if things had been different on my end. I wasn't attached at the time, and she isn't now. I just don't think that I am good enough for her. I am just regular guy.Not much money, a genuine ex Bad boy, I made a fair amount of poor choices in my life. I didn't finish college, she on the other hand has more degrees than I have fingers and toes, and is very comfortable monetarily. She made all the right choices in her life. She is a real class act with an infectious laugh and an incredible smile and a twinkle in her eyes. Not to mention an incredible body to boot While I was out hanging out with my Biker friends, she was busy making a real future for herself. I don't think I could ever measure up to what I feel the man in her life should be like. I don't have a self esteem problem, don't get me wrong. I know I am a great guy. I may be funny looking, wear glasses, have a slight beer belly and a Jersey tude. But I am a good guy. I just don't think I could ever be able to meet her on equal terms. As much as my heart loves her, I just have doubts as to whether I really have done anything to deserve being blessed with a life with one of Gods special ones. I may be a good guy, but she is a GREAT Woman........I count myself as lucky just to have her as a friend

dirtynastygirl2 54F

5/19/2006 12:32 am

Knock it off! It sounds to me that she is interested in you just as you are.
You are enough so change the tape in your head ohso!! You are also very witty and charming!

rm_ohsolustful 58M
859 posts
5/19/2006 5:53 am

I'm sure she is too, but I have found that things are never quite as simple as they seem. Wit and charm don't pay the bills and there is also the problem of having to leave my children to be with her. My youngest is in 7th grade and I want to be around for her. I know in my heart I will be with her again someday. Good things are worth waiting for, I just hope some one else doesn't steal her heart away before I get the chance to go out there and sweep her off her feet. winning the lottery wouldn't hurt either...LOL thanks for taking the time to read my ramblings..............................

ohsodelicious 57F
1922 posts
5/19/2006 10:08 am

OhSoL{=}Ok, Loverboy...you have beaten yourself down enough. We all have doubts and we all question how worthy we are...but on this shift..haha...we are not allowed to wallow for long. I assume you do feel better I'm with 'dirtynastygirl' on this one...any woman worth her salt would be proud to have your 'love'...yet I understand where your coming from reference your daughter...you are an OhSoexceptional man to put the welfare of your child/children above your own wants...

OhSolusty Kisses...OhSo{=}

ps...I applaud you for not writing about those memories per sa...some memories should just be cherished!!

rm_ohsolustful 58M
859 posts
5/22/2006 5:01 am

Ohso, thanks for the kind words. Don't worry, that lil funk I was in didnt last long. I have my groove back now, and am ready for anyting. Especially if is lustful, passionate and has anything to do with an attractive woman. WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...My balls are tingling already...Bring on the world

rm_ohsolustful 58M
859 posts
5/24/2006 9:47 am

Ahhhhh Jerseygem, a proper jersey tude involves taking shit from no one, not being afraid to speak your mind and being DAMN PROUD of being from Jersey. A proper Jersey tude relishes the idea that the other 49 States put us down and are only aware of the Jersey they see from the Turnpike. We actually like it like that, it leaves more for us. We don't really want them to know just how terrific many portions of our State are, there are too many people here already. I like to think that "Jersey Tude" will carry a true Jersey person through any adversity. If it doesn't kill ya, it will only make you stronger. I have read your profile, I saw some aspects of that "Jersey tude" in it, I hope all is well with you, thanks for visiting and taking the time to leave your comments......AHHHHHHH, ya just gotta love a SEXY and SMART Jersey Girl

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