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Updating this blog.
Updating this blog.
(copied from blogger - sorry can only upload one post at a time on AdultFriendFinder)
I find it very very difficult to update this blog because I have to insert sexually explicit content. I'm not used to writing about sexuality, my sexuality, my arousing thoughts et cetera. Although, I am 31 years old, this is new turf for me.
I'm going to go over stuff which I have already been over but I'm going to go over again. First of all, the reasons why I have started this sort of blog. I used to be a TEFL teacher and, in the course of such work, I met a lot of gorgeous young women. Young asian women, in particular caught my eye. It wouldn't be appropriate and it would be irresponsibile to mention the school where I worked or to identify those students. But, as a 31 year old man, the clock is ticking and I realize I had been start discussing my own sexuality now or otherwise I'm going to go to my grave "a virgin".
Since last May, in addition, via internet, I have "met" gorgeous young women (mostly Chinese) on the internet and have become "acquainted" with them. Again, their beauty makes me think about my own sexuality and what I have to offer.
I was thinking I was going to call this blog "An orgy of sex writing". But, I don't think it should be called that. Since, my hormone driven teens, I have successfully sublimated my sexual drives and urges into thought processes as pointless and sexless as politics. No, my writing here could be described as more akin to "my awkward stabbing at describing my sex life where one is to be found at all!".
It has surprised me just how difficult it is to write about my sex life. I've only made one or two other posts since the middle of January. Otherwise, my writing has been barren. Yes, in the course of my work as a TEFL teacher, I have met some gorgeous young things. Most beautiful young women. Wow. They take my breath away, some of them. Beautiful.!!
One thing is for sure, I can't blame Ireland, or anyone else for whatever predicament I may well be in.....
But, writing this is so so difficult.
Yeah, I guess sometimes I am wondering if this is worthwhile at all at all. As I have correctly identified before. My sex life is akin to a taut steel string, about the snap. Alternatively, it is non-existant. I prefer to think of it as the latter as it is easier to loosen a string than revive a dead animal.
But, in Ireland, it is difficult to discuss sexual related matters, I think. Notwithstanding that there are, at least, 10,000 Irish members on alt.com alone . Until 1985, contraception was illegal. Ipso facto, a discussion of sex as a deliverer of pleasure was strictly taboo. I think, therefore, there is a huge generation gap in Ireland on the matter of sex and one's attitudes to it.
Yeah, I'm far far too serious. Enough with the political bollocks and down to the real stuff of sex.
Picture is of yinling. I think she's Japanese. I love her boots. figure-hugging. Nice.
3/11/2006 10:05 pm
i'm glad you like asian girls |
4/17/2006 8:47 pm
Thank you for your post. I posted a comment on your lovely blog too. You're a gorgeous, sexy and intelligent young woman. You would be perfect for any lucky man.