rm_notme8182 37F
3 posts
12/28/2005 3:27 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


You ever wonder what Holidays are all about ?
Why the need to give everything of ourselves.
Are/Were you prepared when they leave ?

Around this time, of the year loneliness sets in.
Persistent as hell it wont let go until the holidays are over. Wishing for silent release doesn't make it disappear any faster.
Thankfully my friends stopped by to help me feel better on Christmas Eve. Unfortunately their departure on Christmas Morning only served to devastate me. Which was something even I wasnt prepared for.
So of course I had to make a complete ass out of myself. (Wonderful, good job at completely fucking things up for myself). Further catapulting me into the depression that I'm in now.
I dont really know what I'm getting at. Except that
as much as I try to be aware of what I do and the way I react. Maybe, it would be equally helpful if other people were aware of themselves too.

gnr8nrg 46M

12/28/2005 6:36 pm

Hi notme, the holidays can be a little rough, but blogging really helps. As far as making an ass in front of friends? I've done it on more than one occasian and they have too. Teasing each other later, well isn't that what friends are for. Happy New Year!

rm_notme8182 37F
2 posts
12/29/2005 10:24 am

Pretty good if I do say so myself. Now if I could just learn how to do that.

MastaMP 36M
1 post
12/31/2005 8:17 pm

well everything takes time, and with experience you will, having someone special in your life can really do wonders if your willing to open yourself to another person.

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