Sex, lies and relationships....  

rm_nosecrets56 60M
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1/29/2006 11:36 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Sex, lies and relationships....


I didn't want this to sound like it was all about sex...it wasn't, there was much love or maybe she pretended when she said that too.

We did everything together and the look in her eyes told me that she loved me...you know ladies that look you give your man when you are pleased with everything he does because you know he does it for you, for us, for the future.

That is the porblem with one broken promise, one little lie that wasn't meant to hurt someone...but when that other person is straight up honest...and believes as I do that every word spoken between two is golden, ever promise must be kept, and the only acceptable white lie coms during those time when you are trying to hide your secret proposal, or maybe a special gift, or romantic getaway...these things to me are understandable.

But lies demeans the get love making that you both enjoyed...unless that was an oscar performance too...

You see how one lie leads to a road of confusion.

We said we wanted a life with each other, a future, I would have never cheated, I never looked at another woman because I felt the woman that agreed to be my wife was the greatest person in the world for me.

I spoke to her parents at length and they were outwardly happy with me and expressed that I was the perfect man for their daughter..

..and there was never a more emotional night for me when I asked her to marry me in front of her parents and friends...

The tears of joy came from my heart and expression of love after expression of love poured from my heart until everything I felt everyone in the room understood.

It was great just being in the same room as her and knowing that I thought she was as madly in love with me as I was her...

She told me many many times that I was the best thing to ever happen in her life and that there was not doubt we would be together forever...

Why would you mess up the best thing in your life? If that is what you felt and if you didn't feel it, why would you hurt someone that loves you beyond words...

All I want to do is love someone totally for who they are...sex being good is an added benefit but it is more about knowing the inner beauty...

I still believe in deep total love that when you speak about it, it makes you shiver from your toes to the hair on your head...the kind that when you speak about the other person you can not stop smiling even in the most serious moments...

I want this love and I will find it...I know you are out there and perhaps you are reading this blog...

Perhaps you see the photo and move on...

People look beyond the photo, don't look for instant gratification, look for the values that can last a lifetime....unless of course you aee only about one night...and that is cool for people that can handle it....I can't.

I need a woman in my life that lifts me up with her love and I become a better person because of her. I may not change, but I will be a welcome change to anyone's life that seeks someone true because this is who I seek...

Great sex and intimacy for one night is ok, but build a life of great intimacy, love, trust, honor, fidelity, faithfulness, and above all great communication of even the small things..this is what will last if you work for it.

Remember nothing comes easy and if it does, it can leave just as easy...

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