Straight male answers his own curiosities.  

rm_newguy20040 54M
5 posts
3/16/2006 9:27 pm

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Straight male answers his own curiosities.

I will add on to this blog as time allows and I hope to share my real experiences for others to read. My purpose is to prove some myths and stereotypes wrong. Since being young, I never thought of myself as anything but normal in terms of sex. My drive was normal and my desires were only towards women. The only thoughts I ever had for males was I did appreciate guys that I saw nude and if they were well built or they had nice looking dicks, I found them attractive but at that point it was not a sexual attraction. During these years I was approached often by gay males but was not interested at all. I never got mad or offended which began to bother me as it would have been the norm to react differently. As I got older and got out of college, my curiosity began to change towards men. My thoughts were limited to touching and oral and specifically towards masculine, non gay males. This was confusing. After a very difficult breakup from 3 year relationship, these thoughts became stronger. My fear was not so much as being "gay" but knowing that my desires were so limited that it did not fulfill the "gay" label. When I got the courage to act on my thoughts, I have been lucky enough to have made my experiences happen within my "guidelines". While I have had less than 10 encounters, I learned that as much as I enjoyed it, no desire to try beyond my thoughts occurred and most importantly, while I know the act itself is considered gay, it confirmed my feelings towards women and the differences. Whether it is because it is taboo or it is purely physical, I have learned that there are so many men just like me. My next blog on here I will share the details of a few of my experiences.

imLadyBambi 58M/50F

3/16/2006 10:41 pm

Just like you, we also believe in being open on our blog. Thanks for sharing. Looking forward to your next one.

Lady Bambi

rm_goddess1946 106F
13518 posts
3/17/2006 8:43 am

How wonderful that you have answered questions in your life..
and are comfortable with that..I applaud you, Welcome you to
Blogland and wish you a very Happy St. Patties Day!
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Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

rm_Chadtrust 50M

4/17/2006 11:09 pm

Man I've been waiting to hear that my whole life.

rm_clitliker8 60M

4/18/2006 12:38 pm

dude i know your story so well+have tried sucking dick+sometimes its the thing to do

hornynready 42M

8/5/2006 6:47 pm

I know what you're talking about. My problem is that I've never had the opportunity to experience anything.

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