Being Me  

rm_mustangsjess 47F
8 posts
4/5/2006 9:06 am
Being Me


Walking in the park
With those I love.
Holding hands
And laughing.
Breathing deeply
Feeling free and happy.
I watch them laugh
I revel in thir joy.
I hear music
In the distance.
That song.........

I run screaming
Enveloped in fear
Smothered in darkness
Confused and lost.
I hear the approach
Of the demons.
They will find me.
I scream but noone hears.
I am alone
VERY alone.
I am lost
Unloved.
Wishing I was dead
And this would die with me.
I am filled
With emptiness.

Holding hands
With my love
We return home.
It has been a good day.
It was alot of fun.
I relaxed more than usual.
The demons returned
Only one hundred times.
I am becoming free.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Maybe I will get well.
Maybe I will be normal.
Maybe.

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