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He uses me. Whatever woman he is involved with, he makes it a point to show me special interest in front of her, I think to make her jealous. I think he is playing with me also, because, he knows that I care. Although I try not to show it. I know that he knows.
I know if he were serious, he would have shown some interest himself by now. The fact that he hasn't, should say it all to me. And yet, I can't shake this attraction.
I think I have built him up in my mind to be this unattainable goal.
4/3/2006 9:48 pm
You desire the idea of him, not he himself.|
He serves as a mirror to the image you have made in your mind.
To crack the mirror and discover the man beneath would be to
commit to the undesired process of connecting in depth.
With the mirror intact, safety in anonymity is held.