Operator, can you help me place this call,?  

rm_morefutility 37F
249 posts
7/11/2005 11:59 pm

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Operator, can you help me place this call,?

I see that there are those who still persevere in reading my blog even though it has taken a turn for the worse and neglected these days. My hubby has switched jobs, and I find it hard to write if he is there watching me for some reason. Who knows? I would like to thank a few of you for your concerned emails. I am going to be fine I think, but there was a rough spot there for a minute. I don’t know if it was blog withdraws or just plain old stupid loneliness. I know I have my family, but it is not difficult to be lonely in a crowded room sometimes. I know, exercise, exercise, or become a scientologist, whatever floats your boat. I think my particular dingy has a whole in the bottom though. Reminiscent of the Beach Boys song I suppose. I believe I ran that song through my mind about 20 times a day during basic training. Mainly the chorus though. Why is it I think constantly of songs when I am depressed? This is the first time that I have personally logged on to AdultFriendFinder since my last blog. I think for today’s blog title I will chose one of my favorite songs by one of my fav singer/songwriters. This is so much more simple for me that trying to title thought, which are chaotic and would take up to much space and would get denied anyway. I hope to hear from all of you and I hope you are all doing well. I will try to read some blogs, but my eyes are drooping and my candle only has one wick, and it has mommy written all over it.

keithcancook 60M
17846 posts
7/12/2005 5:17 am

Sometimes the real world seems to feel like a heavy weight while we swim in mashed potatos. Watch out! Here comes Leroy Brown with the gravy...

rm_4nik8_4u 61M
2501 posts
7/12/2005 9:05 am

Hey sweetie,
Welcome back! I have missed you. I have check numerous times to see if you have posted anything. I thought you might have left for good. I'm glad that wasn't the case. Hang in there!

rm_sharksnsails 46M
738 posts
7/12/2005 2:51 pm

"Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground"
my favorite line.
Hope you find your other candle... hope.
My daughter and I have been through rough times with our familly the one thing I've givin my daughter through all of this is the hope that one day, we will be free from her mom keeping us apart free from fear.
So please, if you never hear anything else I ever write, Please burn two candles, and call the other one , "Your Dreams".
some more lines I like
"Aruba Jamaca oooh I wanna take ya"
"Dream with me dream for the years, dream for the laughter dream for the tears"

itsallfun1957 59M

7/12/2005 5:41 pm

Welcome back. Along with all of the other numerous fellow bloggers, I'm so glad you are back.>>>itsallfun1957

rm_talldarkavg1 105M
10172 posts
7/26/2005 1:38 pm

Welcome back. Things always look cleaner and clearer after a storm.

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