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never been much for the holidays, last night a freind called me a scrooge, thinking there was no cause. but i look at it as just no good reason, the best holidaze spent were countable on one hande with enough fingers left to smoke. he was only kidding but i explained to him the string of shitty x-masses with only two or three that could be considered good. and in light of my cousing being around i dont have to put up with every one liking x-mas, he dosnt either, he goes for hana-(cant spell the rest). so come x-mas day i dont have to be the only one not loving it.
other news, another freind decided to tell me she thought i was "confused as a puppy with two peckers". what that phrase means im not sure but she seemed to find the humor in my late night life. she said i cant stand hlaf the women i meet and love the other half, half of the prior just want what i want and the other half want love. of the latter she says half are insane and the other half are like me. in love with nothing, logical, i think. i dont have a thread of sence in how to be the compassionate person, i can do something nice and thats about it. but at the same time she said i look for sex in perfect women and i look for love in one night stands, half truth. i just hope that i find what im looking for before im the seventy year old guy at the bar trying to pick up a grandaughters friend.
by the by, hope to see you at the bar, x-mas eve and day drinks are on my between eleven and bar time