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i would have to say that annonimity is like a warm blanket. i just moved to the country and it is somewhat nice to not have thirty people a day 'stopping by' and the respite is something i am enjoying. the company that comes needs directions so unwanted company is not likly. some one will not drive by and see my car or me in the yard and stop by for a chat. down side is that i grew up in the city and have grown more than somwhat accustomed to a concrete jungle that so many people loath, i love. but variety is the spice of life and with the exception of a farm i have found it is not all that bad as long as the wind isnt blowing southwest into the house.
i still dont know what i want in life but if i did there would be no fun left at all and there would be no reason to wake up other than to do what i was supposed to, so i wake up and wonder good or bad will it be a good day, or will it suck rhino balls. will i meet a dime, or just see more of the same. will i meet new people, or stick with old freinds, all are at least worth the risk of a perfect day. not to day but still damn worth getting out of bed. saw an old freind and she brought a new one. broke the work routine but still had money to spend. yet to meet the perfect person but i am starting to doubt that will happen twice in a life time so feel free to enjoy your life as i go and enjoy the old and new company, good night