An ode to Storm Hunter....  

rm_metalmama69 42F
5299 posts
12/11/2005 12:58 am

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12/15/2006 4:21 am

An ode to Storm Hunter....

There you were, right before me out of the blue, all hair and attitude. You asked me for the time, those were your first words to me. We didn't happen quickly, we took it at a snail's pace. And then one fine day many months later you kissed me, and so it began on that hot summer's day. For years you stood by my side, guiding me, protecting me, holding me as I slipped away into depression watching my mother die before my eyes. You held me up, you didn't let me slip away even though I would have gladly surrendered to the darkness. BUT...."I think back to the times when dreams were what mattered... Is it all just wasted time? Can you look at yourself when you think of what you left behind? Where's my friend I used to know? He's all alone, he's buried deep within a carcass searching for a soul... Can't you feel me inside your heart as it's bleeding?" For 10 years I stood by your bedside. I knew you were in there, I could see it in your eyes, I heard you scream in agony, without a sound. I saw your eyes begin to fade and the fight was leaving you, for 10 years is far too long to be trapped inside of a body that no longer functioned. But that last day, there was a spark in your eyes like I had never seen in all those years you were "gone!" And you dropped a single tear, a tear that I wiped from your face and can still feel wet and warm on my fingers. I told you I loved you as I left, and then you were gone. You were no longer trapped, suffering, in pain. You were free from your hell, and even though I miss you everyday, I did not want you to come back to your body, cumbersome and heavy, for it failed you in this world. And now you are free, your soul flies freely across the hills and I feel you there.

rm_metalmama69 42F
3878 posts
12/15/2006 4:21 am

I still miss him terribly.
He was the first man who ever totally "got" me. Maybe the only one.
He was the first man to ever love me the way I need to be loved, totally, completely and UNSELFISHLY. He ALWAYS thought of me first.
He spoiled me for all others.

No wonder I'm so depressed with my life!

I wish I hadn't re-visited this post.

concretemember7 48M
660 posts
12/15/2006 1:07 am


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