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Fat or Skinny
Fat or Skinny
through the time growing up lets say(12yrs old to 39 yrs old) my life has been up and down because of my weight. my weight has been like a yo yo and it has been up and down through those years. throughout primary and high school girls hated me and disliked me because the way i looked, but now when ever i have gone through my prime they just wanna fuck me ... well i just said fuck yourself. what i have learnt from all this is that women find a man who is well built skinny and muscular. fare enough but what happen to the real person inside. i found that i can change my physical appearance in months and done this so offend. the response is remarkable. well built skinny male has the upper hand to those over with slobby looking guys.
so those ladies who say i look at personalty first is totally crap. men and women are the same when it comes to how a person looks...but there is a very small majority of men or women who don't look at that as in my experience. this is very rare i would have to say if they accept you as they are and love you for who you are, not what you look like then you are the luckiest man or women. love is not all about physical attraction but emotional. physical attraction is only lusting of some one's body nothing else.
so think about next time you meet someone.
in my days a being skinny i met so many women and yes had sex.. yes i have pic's of being in my peak and looking hot to all women which i will never post. but in the days of being over weight no girl wanted me even when i was nice to them was very hurtful and i realised that its the stereotypical guy they were after. so i thought for some years about this and i thought since i can change how my body looks then i can find the right women. which then i did well
until i met one girl. mmm well what have we here...she was a model and me a over weight with a belly slob as i would put myself. i met her over a phone chat and did not know what she look like and she the same. but we were like on fire over the phone so we met in one week of talking. that was the best night of my life, she was the most stunning women i have ever met and i thought she was gonna not like me because i was over weight. well i was wrong. i had a 3yr relationship with this women... she was most awesome women i have ever met.. you wonder why i am here..lol well she has a kid who hated me the moment he met me and no matter what i did it made it hard for us. we had a very hard time to getting together as he knew and demanded her time, there's not much that we could do but be apart from each other for now. i am so in-love with her and she is with me i know this for sure.
i am just trying to go on with my life but i find it hard. yes i am still totally in-love with her and will be for ever which makes it hard to meet another. i just take one day at a time. yes i lost 20kg for this girl and she was happy i did but not for my looks but my health..she said she fell in love with me the day she met me not for my looks. i was with her when i was very over weight ans we broke up when i was skinny so tell me ladies what is love?