Interesting turn of events  

rm_luking4a5h4g 33M
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1/12/2006 12:51 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Interesting turn of events


Well its Thursday. I met my ex yesterday, not however as planned. We kissed instantly, then when I got back to uni we went straight to bed, and hugged and kissed then slept. When we woke we talked things over, and things look good. There's only one thing keeping her from saying lets go out, and that is that she may change her mind and she doesn't want to mess me about, but she can't see why she would. She told me, that before we broke up and the reasons for the break up came about that she did want to marry me. When she rang me on Tuesday, after the phone call I had time to think, and though, maybe its just her period, because she can get really depressed just before, but I checked the date and it wasn't due yet. Safe I thought, oh no, it started yesterday. Its been great, We've been spending yesterday and today togehter as a normal couple as though nothing happened, she keeps talking about future events, like living together, going to her brothers wedding etc, then when I say but you've not decided yet, she says no, and smiles. Its going really really well, it seems like we should be together because god intended that, but I'm also telling myself to not get my hopes up. I should also tell myself to type proper sentences. I really need some outside input in this, to help me refocus my thoughts, and make sure that I don't rush into things, to give me some other factor to think about.

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