False start, 15 yard penalty  

rm_looneytoon42 35M
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2/20/2006 9:54 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

False start, 15 yard penalty

Didn't expect V-Day to go anywhere, although I had hoped I would at least be greeted at home when I got back from work... but it wasn't to be and I put it behind me. Our 4th Anniversary was Sunday. I made reservations at our favorite restraunt and everything went quite well, except she looked so depressed. I think it was because she was expecting me to try to have sex with her. It could have been because she doesn't want to be with me, I don't know. Things didn't get going afterwards. We sat on the couch, I gave her a massage for her sore back and then she went to bed, followed by me after I did some chores that had to be taken care of.

I wonder, should I just let her go? I'm not sure what will make her happier and as for me, I'm about as unhappy as possible right now. I'm not getting ANYTHING out of this except pain and bills. When will things get better for me? She has her support, when will I get mine?

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