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You came, 40 minutes late. And I was just about to write you a text message telling you that it is ok if you don’t have time today. But while I was writing, you sent one and told me that you are on your way.
You gave me a long, big, warm hug. Your heart was pounding, stressed as you were. Felt it slowing down.. We just stood there, in the hall. Without words, just being together, close.. Kissed, smiled and just hugged. Feeling the other person close…. How long has it been, over a month at least?
You took you shoes off, and put you cell phone on silent mode. Told me you only had half an hour to spare.
I took your hand, and we went to the living room. Together we lay down on my sofa, arms around each other. Talked, were quiet, and kissed. Touch each others skin, softly and slowly. Spent our time talking,. About difficult things, about the past that has been and future to come.
I touched you neck with my lips, slowly. Took a deep breath and felt your scent. Took my time, hide the feeling deep in my heart for the future. Heard you breathing change.. Your hand on my bare skin, on my back… The gap between my t-shirt and my jeans… Felt like fire, your fingers on my skin. Slowly. Neither of us was thinking about time. We just were. Together. Alone. Alive.
We did what our bodies wanted to do. What we know the other likes best. We didn’t mind the neighbours hearing us. Lived the moment. Together.
Before you left, you gave me a big hug again. I felt that you didn’t want to leave. Not like this. I said “It’s okay, take care.. “ You shut the door, a sad smile on your lips. Rushed off.
Some hours later, I got a message. You were in Helsinki then, waiting for the next flight. South America next, for a couple of weeks.
And I took the memory, stored it in a little box. In my heart hidden forever.
Will there be a next time for us?
Time will tell.
8/9/2006 5:06 am
Just keep the faith...the next time will come.|
-Vaihtelu1969 to spice you up-
8/9/2006 5:47 am
Just keep the faith...the next time will come.
We have discussed if we should stop seeing each other, but we still have the need to meet. To spend time together. To enjoy life together.
But I don´t ever take it for granted that it will come a next time.
8/14/2006 12:00 pm
Have been reading your blog for awhile now. I really like your writing style. |
Just returned to the states from around Lapua, had a great time. I love your country.