rm_lilmama2237 33F
23 posts
8/7/2005 7:56 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I been checking this passion site out for awhile now. I been introduced to this last april. Don't know why i did it. Really wasn't looking for someone. But Now that I met someone, does age really matter. Being that I'm 22 and with someone right now thats older then me (by 11 years). At times I feel Old, but you know what they say, you are as old as you feel. I guess i feel that way cause all I do is work, if not that i'm with my daughter. Is Life as i know going to be like this forever? Is it ever going to change. I'm not complaining about who i'm with. I thought maybe cause hes older, maybe it puts a tole on me and makes me feel like I should be as old.
Then again, Being happy? does that make it any different. I'm happy at times and then at times i have my moments. Where I feel I just want to be alone. I'm confused on Life itself, I looked forward to the future for my daughter, but I'm not looking out for myself. am I the only one that feels this way? Yes i want to go to school and have a career. At this point, working a full time job, school, daughter and being a mother, also having a love life, seems to be alot to handle at times. I'm just wondering how do all the other women out there do it. To be honest, i'm getting really tired. ANy comments from all the women out there THANKS GIRLS!! I would love to hear what you have to say.

redswallow777 48M
6810 posts
8/7/2005 3:24 pm

It's hard when you are new here to get comments much less some good advice. I think you will find that the more you post on other's blogs the more you will be noticed on the site. I thought of Mzhunyhole when I read your post. I think she has lots to share about her life as a single parent. Good luck in your blogging here.

69gangbang69 36F

8/8/2005 10:42 am

i kinda understand how u feel. my bf is the same age at me but i feel much older becaue i do everything. from cleaning to working my ass of to everything with the kids. i have come to the conclustion that my life would be easier without him. i have found someone better and not in a hurry for a relationship but lets me be open about my opinions and what i feel. and also doesn't hover over me . good luck you are only as old as you make urself

realcurvywoman 35F

8/25/2005 2:09 pm

I know exactly what you're talking about, minus the love life. I guess I just do it because I have to. Nobody but me is going to take care of me and my son. Being a single mom is probably the hardest part of my life which is I think is the main reason I don't have much of a love life, something has to be sacraficed to keep up and that's it for me. All I can say is just keep going lilmama, at least you have some support there for ya! Good luck and have fun here!

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