Delayed Guilt  

rm_libraangel32 43F
41 posts
3/1/2006 6:48 am

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4/18/2006 6:29 am

Delayed Guilt


This is weird. When I cheated I didn't feel guilty. But now, all of a sudden, I am feeling guilty for what I have done. I am feeling bad about cheating on my hubby. I can't believe I actually did cheat on him. hmm...I guess I am feeling that way now because everything is going a little better between him and I, and I now realize I could have done worse than what I have. I believe that I will stop looking now. Maybe it was just something I had to do to be able to see what I have at home compared to what is out there. I pray that he never find out what I done. At least I know in my head that he is wrong when he tells me that no one else would want me, and I have gained some confidence in my self just by knowing that, and that is the good thing that has come out of this. In one way I am still glad I done it, and in another way I feel bad. This may be the last blog entry for this blog, or it may just be a set back for me. Guess we'll find out.

rm_libraangel32 43F
2 posts
3/4/2006 12:02 pm

I know all about stuff like that, this isn't my first marriage, I was married once before, and Thank God I do not have any little one, mine are all teenagers now. I am glad everyday that when I am 40 all my kids will be grown(that is nice thing about having kids so young). I know there are other things wrong in my marriage, but all marriages have things that are not right in them. Thank you for your response.


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