Crazy Times  

rm_kymlee3 43F
71 posts
5/8/2006 5:28 pm

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9/28/2006 6:42 am

Crazy Times

Hey everyone...yes, it's me again. I have been so busy lately that I haven't had time to keep up with anyone lately. To those that have sent me messages, I truly apologize for not getting back to you. Truth be told, I have barely had time to jump on the computer and just surf, let alone keep up with all of you here on AdultFriendFinder.

If you are wondering, yes, I have found someone that I am enjoying spending my time with. He is really wonderful. He treats me so well, and I'm really not quite sure how to handle it. I guess that I got so used to being treated badly that I'm at a conundrum of what to do when I'm treated as great as he treats me.

And the sex? I know you were wondering if I was going to get to that point. Well, the sex is fantastic. I have never before had an orgasm that lasted for an hour...that is until I met him. I mean, WOW. It was like I never stopped having an orgasm. When we finally finished, I really couldn't walk, and just a touch of anything made my body go into convulsions. It was one of the most scary and most fantastic feelings all at once. Scary because I had no control over any of my body movements and fantastic because every nerve in my body was totally aware of everything.

I don't get to see him all the time, but that is okay. I think that it makes the time that we are together so much better. We work different shifts and live a little ways away from eachother. But, now with the new job that I am totally in love with, I can schedule my time with him a lot easier.

Speaking of work, I truly do enjoy my job. I actually want to wake up and go. I haven't had that feeling about a job in a long time. There is no anxiety about anything when it comes to my job, other than what kind of interesting thing is going to happen today?

I still want to meet people and hang out. My new guy knows that I still have questions and needs that I want to fulfill, but we are still so new in the relationship that I don't want to do anything with anyone else right now that might jeopardize what could be the most awesome relationship in the world. We have discussed playing, but we are still learning about eachother. I don't know how either one of us would react to seeing the other with someone else, and I won't go behind his back and play. I'm thinking that as time goes on, we may become secure enough in our relationship that we will play as a couple. But that takes time and for now, I am willing to give it that time. I know that I was having the time of my life before and I really wasnt' looking for a relationship, but boy did I fall right into one.

I have a comfort level with him that is just amazing. I never thought that I could ever feel this way about anyone. Truth be told, I never felt this way about my ex-husband. Don't get me wrong, I loved my ex, and I still do to some extents, but this feeling that I have right now is unexplainable. I feel as if I have known this guy my whole life and then some. Is that possible? I don't know, but if you believe in past lives, then I think it is. I think that I was meant to meet him when the time was right. I just hate that I spent 9 years with someone else if he is truly the one I was meant to meet and spend the rest of my life with.

Do I sound crazy? I don't know, and at this point in time in my life, I really don't care if I do sound crazy. Isn't this what love is? Crazy? You feel happy and sad and every emotion that you were meant to feel all at the same time. When I think of him, I want to laugh and cry at the same time. They are always tears of happiness when it comes to him.

Anyway, I know that I am rambling and if you have made it this far into my ramblings, then thanks. That means that you are interested in what I have to say. To those that didn't make it this far into my ramblings, their loss. I truly want everyone to know the happiness that I am feeling right now. I just wish that I could express it better.

Well, for now I will close and I want to tell everyone, thanks for all the support that you have been giving me all this time. I plan on staying here for a while longer...maybe I will get to change my profile to a couples profile sometime, but if not, I don't want to lose any of the wonderful friends that I have made on here. Please keep reading. I have a feeling that my life is only going to get more interesting and fun. Take care of eachother and have fun! I know that I am having the time of my life right now!


run4fun232 54M  
4517 posts
5/13/2006 7:06 am

Kym, great to hear you're doing well.
Good guy and great sex--sounds like a winning combination.
Keep those positive thoughts flowing.

Camfun690 38M

5/22/2006 8:22 am

Glad to hear things are going good for you hun.

Camfun690 38M

6/6/2006 9:18 pm

Anything new happening?

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