Fear...Food for thought ....a can of worms...  

rm_kustysangle 52F
220 posts
7/25/2006 9:42 am

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7/26/2006 5:11 am

Fear...Food for thought ....a can of worms...

At times I enjoy writing though provoking things...this is just one.

What do you fear?

Myself I have few though perhaps should have more.

I do not fear my death it comes to us all sooner or later and I have already seen my share of death. A sleep peaceful or so it has always seemed at the viewing of those I have seen.

I think I would fear the limbo state of being yet not being in a hospital bed if I knew I would not be who and what I am now. I would rather be unplugged and let go to what ever was beyond ...even if it was nothing.

The only other fear I have greater then this is loosing my child to internal sleep the sleep of death. I have met some who have lost their child at tender ages and cousins to that have passed before their life even started. Though what is the beginning of life if not birth the only thing after birth is death it is all just a matter of time that is not really ours.

I do not fear spiders or snakes and would have a pet tarantula, in time I just may. A snake... though I like them will not have one as a pet though if met someone who did, oh well.

One could ask do you not fear guns? No it is not the gun one has to fear it is the person holding the gun. There are other things to be cautious of and that to me is the difference. A healthy respect and caution for all and everything.

One other thing I fear...
No not being alone... that is a state of mind. There is always something or someone to fill even a small part of that spot.

I fear being with someone, someone that cares, really cares because it is too easy for that someone to be gone. Gone for what ever reason mine or his there is still that void to fill of all the good that was. Now secure in my own right,strong and sure of what and who I am in life and will settle for nothing less then what I want,desire and need within. I had in the past gone farther then the reasonable length of doing and keeping for the sake of and will not any more as I would hope others as well do the same.

What do you fear?

buddhamike 106M
7006 posts
7/25/2006 12:07 pm

My greatest fear is being instramental in someones failure. An example. I once dated a woman (exclusively for both of us) for about 14 years. In about the 13th year I took her for a long weekend in Las Vegas. She developed into a serious gambling addict. I still get sick (it's several years later now) just thinking I was part of the problem by introducing her to a gambling environment.

madcowrunning 54M

7/25/2006 9:59 pm

There is nothing to fear,, but fear it self,,, as a wise man say a long to ago,,,,,
that is true for for me,,,
For what ever happens to me the world will still go round and the sun will rise and set each day ,,,,and if it does not ,,,,then no one will have to fear any thing,,,,,,,
do not fear my little dove ,, you will know if any things bad goes down,, you will know,,,wink,,, any way have you been eating any hot and spicey food today,,, my chest is and has been burning,,,,,

if you see a eagle fly around and watching you ,,you will know who been watching you......

rm_kustysangle 52F
88 posts
7/26/2006 5:11 am

Then I shall have no fear.

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