Whats really going on?  

rm_kodass 52M
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10/23/2005 12:39 pm

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Whats really going on?


I am going to be Blunt, and Honest! Two traits I have come to admire not only in myself, but also in a select group of others I like to call "Struggling for one's Self / truth”. I have done the struggle in many strange, yet fascinating ways, one of which was to fill out theses so called (profile/personality) evaluations. This all taking place over the past few years. What came as no real surprise was that they all have similar answers as to who I am, or what kind of woman I prefer. Or even better yet what woman I should be experiencing life with even if she's not what I seem to envision. The thing that stood out to me was many of the programs disagreed on the same points of subject. I have just finished putting all the finding's from my searching into a program designed to combine the profiles. My doing this hoping to understand just what kind of person this lady is that should be in my life? Do I even have a clue? The outcome of this was that my Soulmate, my Perfect woman, my Lover, and Friend for life here on earth turn’s out to be an “ENIGMA! "...
So now what am I to do? Find the dictionary and look up," Enigma”?......(Lol)... To try and help you out let me just say that first it's really important you should feel an attraction, or a curiosity to know me. That being said. I am a simple down to earth, yet worldly educated man, that after all the years spent on my own without all the help still finds himself believing there is someone willing to be,” Blunt, and Brutally Honest”. Did I really say that? Someone not wanting to change the person I have become, but more someone wanting to experience the man as I am today, and also the person I am to become as I travel the road ahead. Interested enough to want and share, if at all possible, life like it should be. Life with me as I move foreword through this dream we all share, Life on Earth. It has also come to my attention what a futile act it is to even try and change things that happened a minute ago, and that there is no way to know what’s going to happen in next 5 min's. , so why not just slow thing’s down within ourselves and live in the moment..!.. Example: I find myself thinking this very moment that what I just said sounds like someone else's quote. Oh well laughing out loud. Say would you like to experience what’s coming next? It would be MY pleasure to share it with you.... Oh I might point out to you that this was written awhile ago and things have already changed............

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