bored to tears and lonely  

rm_kittycaine 54F
15 posts
8/5/2005 10:28 am

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bored to tears and lonely

Well where to begin. I tried to write my blog the other day and my computer kept locking up on me so never got it out. So I am at least going to keep the title. It is probably going to be a long one this time. So why bored to tears and lonely? Well I was horny and emotional the other day. What a horrible combination. I have an offer on the table for a ltr. He is a very caring, loving, considerate gentleman. He is also very cute. He is in the lifestyle and is very open minded. So why don't I just jump in there and say sure. Well we have been out 3xs and talk on the phone every day. He makes me smile when I talk to him too. Sat. we spent most of the day together. Went to Canton to the First Monday. When we got back to my place we stripped nekked and layed down supposedly for a nap. Well wow what a nap. We both kissed, hugged, kissed, rubbed, licked, sucked and touched every part of each other. Good it was great. OK so why don't I say sure to the ltr. Well, I am waiting to see if I'm asleep and this is a dream. What is wrong with the picture. What am I missing cuz nothing could be that good. I am very afraid of a commitment, as much as I would love to have it. I never want to be hurt by anyone else ever again. I never wanna hurt anyone the way that I was. Currently I have a "room mate" liveing with me who is a recovering alcoholic getting on his feet. We are platonic at the moment but we were not always that way. He is a really "good guy". He has alot of potential too. But no sex. I do get a hug every once in awhile. lol. Then Wed. finally got together with another friend. What a pair. He has had a tonsillectomy and with my female surgery we should not be doing anything. But let me tell you when we are together it is hot steamy and fun. Needless to say there was penetration. Just not deep. He was horny, I was horny. Hot sex on the couch. Man when I can comfortably have sex, we will be seeing each other. Looking a "head" tonight the Erotic Zone is haveing male gstring stripper nite. Red is going with me. Yee Haaa. Haven't seen him in almost 2 months. He is alot of fun too. He has been in the lifestyle previously and is trying to get back in. So I won't be bored to tears and lonely and you will not have to listen to the ramblings of a woman without sex. So that will mean a new blog.


rm_Never911 59M
125 posts
8/5/2005 11:46 am

Have a g d time...a positive attitude can be contagious


rm_Never911 59M
125 posts
8/5/2005 11:47 am

Have a g d time...a positive attitude can be contagious

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peacerules5 62M
5 posts
9/27/2005 6:35 pm

What an interesting Lady Would enjoy drinks and getting to know her better

pizza ?


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