Uninteresting  

rm_kittycaine 54F
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7/27/2005 7:10 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Uninteresting


Well sometimes I can write and tell a great story but as of late I am out of material. It all sounds or looks the same. Why is that? Things become routine? Then my friend who is staying with me, he was asking what was wrong with me cuz I have not had a date this week. Well, there comes a time in ones life that you sit back and contemplate your next move. I believe that is where I am today. I have met a very sweet romantic man. Have not been able to sleep with him but did give him a blow job on Sat night after the birthday party. Of course he returned the favor by rubbing where he could. Damn limitations. He brought me roses and he calls me everyday. WOW. That is scary as hell. How do I have a relationship now? It sounds nice and all, but I have been burned so many times. Of course, I have to wonder why is he so interested in me. Well, that is a big self esteem issue for me. In my fairytale I would met prince charming and go off in the sunset to be taken care of the rest of my life. Then reality. We all have issues and problems. So what are the issues and problems and can I deal with them. Better yet, maybe he should be asking me those questions. Of course how much time do you have? Oh well. I need to take one day at a time and well time will tell. I did IM sexyblueeyes and got a responce. That was good for me. He is Cal in my stories. He is upset with me for being clingy. I was too. But it was love at first site for me. But reality has soaked in and I have my wits back now.

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