Endless summer of young men  

rm_kalisweet 47F
326 posts
8/16/2006 2:12 pm
Endless summer of young men

That is what I wish for............XXX

Although this summer has had plenty of drama, sadness, and tears, it has been the best one of my life.

A big part of it has to do with my willingness to go after exactly what I want. I wish I could have learned this 20 years ago.........but better late than never. And back then I wasn't as fascinating to young men as I seem to be now.....

I had a great camping trip last week. I am blessed with some awesome people as friends. They are truly the family of my heart.

I was at a festival, and I look forward to it every year. Not only to spend some serious time with friends, but it is one of the few places in my life where everyone can be who they really are. So it like a recharging in a way....mentally, emotionally, spiritually. And I get to let my pirate side out!

I did learn that well, I still have a lot to learn. I do pretty well on this site...but I still need some help in the regular world. My confidence level is higher than it has ever been, but sometimes it is nice to start off by knowing someone desires me.........

I spent two days persuing the most beautiful man...tall, shaved head, awesome tats, intense big brown eyes. I spotted him right after he arrived, and gave him my " I want to fuck you right now" look. He responded favorably.......so I thought. It seemed that way to me. He had arrived with a friend, another cute guy. Just seemed to be friends.

I ran into them that night, around a fire. Within ten minutes Travis had his arm around me. We chatted for a long while, and I invited him (and his friend)to an afternoon drinking party the next day. It is an annual thing, hosted by a rather 'cool' group of people. Private, invitation only, you know?

So.....I offered to meet him there, but he said he would come to my camp and we would go together. I said goodnight, and went back and bragged to my camp.

Well, next day the fucker stood me up. I went ahead to the gathering......and he showed up about a half an hour later with his buddy and two older, rather gay seeming men. I was very confused.......

He never apologized, didn't come over to talk to me. A friend of mine (bless her heart...I love my gfriends) went and sat next to him. Gave him some shit in a roundabout way.... "a newbie at __ ___? Wow, I'm impressed..." ( It was his first time at the fest). Just to remind him he didn't find the party on his own. We did chat later on, I was seriously drunk. Yeah, I was pissed, but you have to understand he was fucking gorgeous! And had sent me (what I thought were) signals the night before, and then as he was leaving later he said "so will I see you tonight?"

This story is getting way too long..........anyways my gay male friends weren't in agreement whether they were gay or not. I thought he could be bi........at the end of the week it was discovered he was in a couple with the guy he came with. Figures! The only other guys I lusted after........one was with a girl, and the other was gay too. But so lovely, and he let me take his picture

I need to go! More later!

Kali XXX

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