I am blue and no it is not the color of my balls  

rm_jason727200 34M
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3/26/2006 3:22 pm

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I am blue and no it is not the color of my balls

well it seems at times certain things touch us and make us wonder what we are in store for. Often i seek thing which trulely not that which I want or desire. I think all of us just truely want to be loved and we are scared of conforting the fear that maybe we will not achieve this desire or dream. So for someone like myself I engulf myself in my career hoping wishing I stay busy enough and tired enough not to think of what truely consumes my mind and fear. Yes I affraid of being alone I put up this tough shell which has led to my comfort with being alone. At times I often scare myself with how well I make do without others.

rm_subgal1881 35F

9/8/2006 1:58 am

I have the same fear. I see my parents who have been married for 38 years and both of my brothers are married. And I read an article recently that you will meet the person you are going to be with by the age of 25, well I am 25 and I am single!! I have so much love to give and nowhere to put it. Most of my friends think I am super funny and i have been told that I have a great personality. But I worry that most guys just see me as a friend and not someone they could date and I worry that I will spend the rest of my life alone.

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